Irritated

it is so irritating at times when someone doesnt listen to what i said.

they nv ever listen.

i wanna explain but they start to scold me and then hung up on me.

is like wat the hell, i'm gg to work, jux tat i agreed upon the date liao, which is sunday.

but suddenly, the date is changed to monday. seriously i wanted to rest or go out on monday.

cant i?

i got work on tues. i need to wake up early n reach dunman high @ 745am. sigh.

seriously i dunno wad to do le.

ppl jux dun listen.

mayb i dun hav any say after all.

i nv had any from the start.

never after all.

sigh.

Lousy Health @ This Last Quarter Of The Year

dunno y my current health for the last quarter is kinda suck. first it was my HBP, nx i get breathless easily. nx is tat every morning i feel coughy and there is greenish phlegm(pardon my er xin ness) in my throat. sigh. i've been exercising regularly everyday. well almost. i make it a point to swim every other day. with at least 20laps per time. most i went for 30 laps within an hour, with a total of 15mins rest in between. to me, it showed tat i'm improving well. last time i used to swim 2 laps and i will be panting like a mad dog at the end of it. nw, i swim 6laps at a time and i onli pant awhile, before proceeding to my another 6laps. last time i used to swim 12laps in an hour. nw i swim 16laps in 30mins. hehe. i'm glad tat i'm improving. hope my health will get better and let me be healthy agn. i wanna slim down nw! dun wan the fat me le. kinda sian of myself for not doing anything abt it. tsktsk.

well imma go off nw. expecting a call from a very special person. ciao~!

Feel So Lonely @ Home

sigh.

with the departure of my cousins from msia and china,

the whole place becomes starkingly quiet. =.=

sigh.

miss them so much. >.<

miss their laughter that filled my home.

miss all of them.

pls come back soon. =(

Happy 10th Monthsary!

dear,

i wanna pop by to wish u a happy 10th month! hehe. i wanna thank u agn for yr meal @ hot pot culture. hahas. we rly ate till we drop. so fun and exciting. hope u do like the prezzies tat i got for u. hehe. =) 2 more months till we 1 year alr. cant wait! =) certain things i feel tat it is better left it short. thus my entry to you is so short. coz i told u most of the things alr. =)



















dear,

i love you. =D

Happy Birthday Ah Ma!

this entry is dedicated to my all time fav ah ma de! hehe. jux wanna wish u a happy birthday. and i hope tat u can live to a ripe old age so tat i can take good care of u when i'm working le. i wanna provide u a even better life tat u are having rite nw.

ah ma, i love you. =)

happy birthday to you. =)

Sigh

sigh. yst i wanted to donate my blood. for a good cause. but, when i got my blood pressure taken tat time, the doc told me tat my blood pressure is abit way too high. sigh. den she dun wanna let me donate blood. the reading is 150/106. sigh. normal ppl shld hav a reading of 120/80. sigh. so saddening.

i called my dear, told her abt it. she was like concerned abt my condition. asking me to drink more healthly drink like celery juice(yuck!), no gasy drinks. asking me to abstain from unhealthy food tat contain animal fat, etc. i appreciate yr effort dear. i rly do.

i dun wan to not do anything anymore. i wanna take good care of my health. i dun wan when i'm old, i kana stroke, heart atk or other compliccations. sigh. so horrible.

i dun wanna write anymore le. cya guys!

So Tired

todae i went out with my china cousin to bring her ard singapore. we went to joo chiat rd, ate katong laksa, went to dhoby ghaut, den went to chinatown, aft which went to the central, den walked ard clarke quay den we went home aft tat. so tired. i think i gg to be sick le. feeling so xin ku rite nw. sobsob. shall end here. ciao!

Hot Weather

cant believe tat i sit down for awhile and i start to sweat alr. argh~! crazy weather! so hot >.<

Outing With Primary School Frens

yo guys! today i went out with my pri sch frens. they are from my cls - 6F. hahas. its been like 10 years since i last saw them. oh well. anyway, we met at NYDC Wheellock Place @ 7pm. i tht tt i was the first to rch, instead mingfen and qiaolin rch alr. hahas. they were like waving at me when they saw tt i appeared in front of nydc. hahas. so funny.

aft which, we started to gossip ard abt our pri sch frens. so fun! hahas. den jiayi came le. hahas. more chit chatting and adeline came. wow. she became prettier le. hahas. but all of the girls tat came became more matured and pretty le. *wolves howling* hahas. aft tat, yi heng came. and we all started to chat amongst ourselves. gossipin here and there. the whole place is being filled with our laughters and noise. hahas. lastly, cheryl came le. and we started eating le. hahas.

aft tat, we started to take photos amongst ourselves. hehe. wat fun we had. taking snap shots of each other. hahas. i will put them up when i get it from them. hehe. aft which, we left for hm le. hahas. with our cramped faces from smiling. hehe. we promised each other that we will turn up for the KTV session next week. *cant wait!*

well, off to do my stuff. wait for the photos yar! =)

Thoughts

hi guys,

i noe tat u guys hav been concerned with me, asking me whether i'm alright. thanks for all of your concern. i appreciate it. i'm currently recovering. but i'm not going to say anything tat led me to write the earlier post. i dun wanna relive those things agn. sorry guys.


todae i was talking to my fren, she told me tat she and her bf mayb breaking up soon. i was kinda shocked. to me, they are loving together. she showed me wad they did etc. wad she did for him and wad he did for her. and she even told me tat her bf brought her to sentosa resort for a romantic 2 day 1 nite stay. i was like, "wow!" den. but todae i was shocked to hear tat. den she started to tell me tat the guy loves himself more than he loves her. i was like wat the hell. y are things becomin like this. she told me tat he does not even bother abt her feelings anymore. doesnt show care and concern for her. in terms of meeting, he alw ask her to come to him on her own. not he himself coming down to find her. wad is this, man? how can this bloody idiot do this to the girl? its not once, twice or 3 times. its like everytime u noe. tat guy isnt being nice to his gf. he even ask his gf to take a cab down to find him and he will pay for the cab fare. the reason he gav is tat he is lazy. argh! when i heard abt this, i felt angry and sad. sad tat my fren is being treated this way, she definitely deserve someone better. angry tat this guy is a shame to all guys. sigh. she is being a nice gf to him alr. giving in to him, by coming down to find him. he doesnt appreciate. and take her for granted. tsktsk. he even hang up the phone on her aft she ask him "y like this, y din wanna fetch her". felt like slapping tat guy. *slaps* aft which, she called him. told him tat she dun wanna be together with him. u noe wats tat guy's reply? he said,'ok lets jus break cos i've been wanting to do it for so many times.' zzzz. tat guy no feng du. treats his gf like shit lidat. haish.

*end of story*

aft chattin with her, or apparently she din reply me aft tat.


i was like thinking, is relationship so weak?


break means break?


is there no chance of making up, aft u hav so many unforgettable memories with yr other partner?

izzit true tat guys will lose their feelings and enthuasium aft awhile?


but for me, i noe tat my feelings will not falter. will still go on stronger and stronger. i wan my relationship to be stronger than ever and i still wanna create many memories with my dear.

dear, ily! =)

Tired

so tired...

i'm so so tired from all those rantings le...

nothing is going my way or at least something good...

nothing can make me smile for now...

problems keep arising, one after another...

time to do something, thou i thought tat i've been doing something all these while...

i want things to be normal again...

*ponders*

*cries*

sigh...

Windy Day

Brrrrrr.... so cold. its a windy day today. >.<

End Of Hols

as the title states, it marks the end of my hols for this year already. sigh. 3 months passes so quickly.

good bye hols, i'll miss you.

back to study. argh!

Random Thoughts

i wanna grow old with you.....

Happy 9th Monthsary!

wow. time passes rly quickly. it is the 9th month of me and my dear tgt alr. hahas.

i jux wanna wish dear to hav a great 9th month anniversary with me later! hehe.

a few days ago, my gd brother, binchuan and his gf, meizhen, celebrated their 1st year tgt. i oso wanna wish them all the best and be happy always!

i wish tat me and my dear to be happy always! hehe. i wanna celebrate many anniversaries with her. hehe.

i love you my dear. =) happy 9th month! hehe.