So Tired

todae i went out with my china cousin to bring her ard singapore. we went to joo chiat rd, ate katong laksa, went to dhoby ghaut, den went to chinatown, aft which went to the central, den walked ard clarke quay den we went home aft tat. so tired. i think i gg to be sick le. feeling so xin ku rite nw. sobsob. shall end here. ciao!

Hot Weather

cant believe tat i sit down for awhile and i start to sweat alr. argh~! crazy weather! so hot >.<

Outing With Primary School Frens

yo guys! today i went out with my pri sch frens. they are from my cls - 6F. hahas. its been like 10 years since i last saw them. oh well. anyway, we met at NYDC Wheellock Place @ 7pm. i tht tt i was the first to rch, instead mingfen and qiaolin rch alr. hahas. they were like waving at me when they saw tt i appeared in front of nydc. hahas. so funny.

aft which, we started to gossip ard abt our pri sch frens. so fun! hahas. den jiayi came le. hahas. more chit chatting and adeline came. wow. she became prettier le. hahas. but all of the girls tat came became more matured and pretty le. *wolves howling* hahas. aft tat, yi heng came. and we all started to chat amongst ourselves. gossipin here and there. the whole place is being filled with our laughters and noise. hahas. lastly, cheryl came le. and we started eating le. hahas.

aft tat, we started to take photos amongst ourselves. hehe. wat fun we had. taking snap shots of each other. hahas. i will put them up when i get it from them. hehe. aft which, we left for hm le. hahas. with our cramped faces from smiling. hehe. we promised each other that we will turn up for the KTV session next week. *cant wait!*

well, off to do my stuff. wait for the photos yar! =)

Thoughts

hi guys,

i noe tat u guys hav been concerned with me, asking me whether i'm alright. thanks for all of your concern. i appreciate it. i'm currently recovering. but i'm not going to say anything tat led me to write the earlier post. i dun wanna relive those things agn. sorry guys.


todae i was talking to my fren, she told me tat she and her bf mayb breaking up soon. i was kinda shocked. to me, they are loving together. she showed me wad they did etc. wad she did for him and wad he did for her. and she even told me tat her bf brought her to sentosa resort for a romantic 2 day 1 nite stay. i was like, "wow!" den. but todae i was shocked to hear tat. den she started to tell me tat the guy loves himself more than he loves her. i was like wat the hell. y are things becomin like this. she told me tat he does not even bother abt her feelings anymore. doesnt show care and concern for her. in terms of meeting, he alw ask her to come to him on her own. not he himself coming down to find her. wad is this, man? how can this bloody idiot do this to the girl? its not once, twice or 3 times. its like everytime u noe. tat guy isnt being nice to his gf. he even ask his gf to take a cab down to find him and he will pay for the cab fare. the reason he gav is tat he is lazy. argh! when i heard abt this, i felt angry and sad. sad tat my fren is being treated this way, she definitely deserve someone better. angry tat this guy is a shame to all guys. sigh. she is being a nice gf to him alr. giving in to him, by coming down to find him. he doesnt appreciate. and take her for granted. tsktsk. he even hang up the phone on her aft she ask him "y like this, y din wanna fetch her". felt like slapping tat guy. *slaps* aft which, she called him. told him tat she dun wanna be together with him. u noe wats tat guy's reply? he said,'ok lets jus break cos i've been wanting to do it for so many times.' zzzz. tat guy no feng du. treats his gf like shit lidat. haish.

*end of story*

aft chattin with her, or apparently she din reply me aft tat.


i was like thinking, is relationship so weak?


break means break?


is there no chance of making up, aft u hav so many unforgettable memories with yr other partner?

izzit true tat guys will lose their feelings and enthuasium aft awhile?


but for me, i noe tat my feelings will not falter. will still go on stronger and stronger. i wan my relationship to be stronger than ever and i still wanna create many memories with my dear.

dear, ily! =)

Tired

so tired...

i'm so so tired from all those rantings le...

nothing is going my way or at least something good...

nothing can make me smile for now...

problems keep arising, one after another...

time to do something, thou i thought tat i've been doing something all these while...

i want things to be normal again...

*ponders*

*cries*

sigh...

Windy Day

Brrrrrr.... so cold. its a windy day today. >.<

End Of Hols

as the title states, it marks the end of my hols for this year already. sigh. 3 months passes so quickly.

good bye hols, i'll miss you.

back to study. argh!

Random Thoughts

i wanna grow old with you.....

Happy 9th Monthsary!

wow. time passes rly quickly. it is the 9th month of me and my dear tgt alr. hahas.

i jux wanna wish dear to hav a great 9th month anniversary with me later! hehe.

a few days ago, my gd brother, binchuan and his gf, meizhen, celebrated their 1st year tgt. i oso wanna wish them all the best and be happy always!

i wish tat me and my dear to be happy always! hehe. i wanna celebrate many anniversaries with her. hehe.

i love you my dear. =) happy 9th month! hehe.

Feeling A Sudden Sian-ness

sigh. i dunno y, suddenly i got this sort of feeling. probably is because tat hols is coming to an end soon. i dunno whether i can cope with the new modules tat i'm going to take this year. heard tat it is super heavy. the thought of it sends a shiver down my spine. i hope i can get my mood back into studyin asap.

i noe tat u guys from NTU, SMU and NUS will say me tat u guys started school much earlier than us. but tell ya sth, i ended one month later than u all. so dun complain. >.<

thoughts: sucky feeling. sigh. gonna miss the hols. cya nx year hols!

The Update You Guys Are Waiting For - 10th August 2008 - Dear's Birthday Celebration

elo guys,

this is the update that u are waiting for. hahas. think u guys mux be thinkin, finally i hav updated on this event alr. so enjoy~

on tt day, eversince i woke up, i've been feeling nervous all the way thru. so scary. i was afraid tt everything tt i've planned for the past month will go to waste. i din wan tt to happen. i kept on prayin tt it will be a fair weather all the way thru for tt day itself.

i was supposed to meet dear @ ard 5pm @ her hse on tt day. but i've dcd to pop by early to get rdy my stuff for the surprise later @ nite. binchuan came over to help me transport my stuff to her hse. on the road, i was gettin more and more nervous as i'm approaching her hse. along the way, i msg dear tt i'm rchin her hse sn and oso i'm msgin her sis, jovin, to update me abt wat is my dear doin. apparently when i told dear tt i'm rchin her hse sn, she was shocked and she rushed to the toilet to bathe. i rched her hse @ ard 430pm, i carried the stuff up to her hse, calling jovin jie to open the door for me. i kept my surprise underneath her parents' bed, tryin to cover up, preventin her from seeing it. then i proceeded to dear's rm, puttin the present and the flowers i got for her on jie's bed. den dear got out from the showers, she was like a lil surprised to see my present on the bed. the present tat i got for her is a bebe dress. here it is, the pics upon her seeing the present.

dear w the flowers

w my present
lookin @ the dress
her mom showin her the dress
tryin it on
her parents got her sookee jewellery present - brilliant rose

posing w the pendant
dear(w the dress on) w me

aft which, we left hse at ard 6pm. we took a cab down to the Singapore Flyer. i've alw wanted to take the singapore flyer w her de. jux tt i'm waiting for the right day to take it with her. here are the pics i took with her on the singapore flyer.

on the singapore flyer

lookin down from our cabin
dear n me @ the highest pt
sunset - beautiful rite? =)
miniature singapore flyer

aft we took the singapore flyer, it ended @ ard 8pm. we proceeded down to Dolce Vita @ Mandarin Oriental Hotel for our dinner. this restaurant is an italian based restaurant. so the food has an exquiste taste of herbs. hahas. but nvm, overall we enjoyed the ambience and some of the food. hahas. we got a shock @ the end of our dinner whereby 2 waiters brought a cake to wish dear happy birthday. i was not informed of this so i din rly planned it. i myself was rly shocked. hahas. u noe, we took an amazing 3hrs to finish our 5 course meal! hahas. amazing rite? here are the pics... enjoy~

dear lookin at the menu
dear smilin at the camera
dear w wine glass

dear w the cake
me n dear w the cake
blowin the candle
cuttin the cake

aft dinner, we went to keppel bay island. actually wanted to drink w her de. but then, both of us are super bloated. so we both went to enjoy the scenary and waited for my 2nd surprise for her to appear(i din tell her tt i'm gg to surprise her). at the stroke of midnite, meishan, meizhen and binchuan appeared @ one corner, w the birthday cake tt i got for her in their hands, went towards us. singin birthday song to her. hahas. oh boy, dear was rly shocked, she asked me if tt person is meishan not. and i told her yes. hahas. she was rly grinnin from ear to ear. hahas. tats surprise number two. here are the pics, enjoy~

dear w yatch @ the back

dear n me w 2nd bdae cake
meishan, dear n meizhen

i figured tt dear may think tt the bdae surprise will be ended there. but lil tat she noe tat the 3rd surprise is comin up next. we bidded them good bye and we went back home. rmb tat surprise i left under the bed? tats the nx surprise. i missed call jie upon rchin the void deck of her hse, hopin tt she can get rdy wadeva they need to giv her a grand surprise - the finale! hahas. in the end, the surprise din go as plan as jie and dear's parents were like scurryin ard when they heard tat dear is opening the door. hahas. wad an interesting sight! hehe. after which, we took pics and i left for home @ ard 3am. hahas. everything went according to plan - i was happy. i'm even happier when i got to see tat smile on dear's face. dear, ily! here are the pics, enjoy~

me n dear w the surprise

dear w her family

well, tats the end of the birthday celebration tat i've w her. hahas.

to dear: everything tt i've done for you for yr bdae is all worth it. it is worth all the effort and time tat i've sacrificed. and i will continue to do so. u've already given me the greatest achievement to date: yr smile. it may seem simple. but it is all worth it. i love you, my dear, always. =)

Photos Gotten From Dear

as the title states, i'll upload them soon enough and will tell u everything tat happened on tat day. =)

dear: ily!