Last Paper And M'sia Trip Tomorrow

yay~ tml will be my last of my dreaded exams le. hehe. cant wait sia. hahas. tml i will be havin my programming exams and it will be a 2hr paper. hahas. i've been slacking all these time. my frens and even my dear tht tat i hav finish my exams alr. i've been protrayin out a very slack attitude ever since my IBM exams. hahas. but nvm. i almost finish studying alr. hehe.

yep. tml i will be leaving for m'sia to attend to my cousin's wedding. hahas. i'm feelin both sad and happy. sad because i'll be leavin my dear agn. this time will be 6days. thou i hav tahan for 2weeks le. but i bu se de my dear wor. hehe. happy because i can see my cousins ag. its been 2years since i last saw them le. there is alot of catching up to do. hehe.

well back to studying agn~ sigh. will keep u guys updated on my m'sia trip. i'll be off from 28th May to 2nd June =) ciao~

to dear: dear take care of yrself yar~ msg me often wor. i alr missing u le. i'll enjoy myself de. i'll tell u wad happen everyday during my trip de. wait for my call hor. =)

p.s ily dear =) u noe i alw do and i will forever. =p

Feeling Elated Todae

todae in the aftnn i went online on viwawa to play Sushido with my dear, mz and her fren. hahas. we had tons of fun. hehe. mz kept thrashing me lor. >.> she so lucky de. hahas. but aft awhile mz and her fren gotta leave so left me n my dear. hehe. we went to play like extra 5-8 games b4 i hav to leave to pei my bro (bc) to check sth out. hehe. i was chatting with my dear on the phone, she was rushing me to make my move on the game. hahas. in the end, i lost to dear alot of times. dear too strong le. hahas. rite dear? hehe.

aft tat, my bro n i went to bishan to check sth out, apparently tat shop dun hav any stock so we proceeded to heartland mall to find the stuff we are lookin for. thank god bc went to call tat shop, and they sae tat they hav alot of tat. mayb because heartland darn wu lu, so no one buy from there. hahas. we went to heartland mall, b4 we proceeded to the shop, i saw World of Sports at one corner and i suddenly rmb tat my dear wants a pair of shoe from tat shop (she been wanting tat pair of shoe for a long time - we got no time to buy it.) and i immediately rushed to the shop find out whether they got sell it not. hahas. i rly gotta thank my lucky stars - they rly hav it! so happy. hehe. i asked them whether they hav size 6 1/2 and 7 coz my dear need to try those 2 b4 buying one. and i rly rly gotta thank my gd luck and my lucky stars. they oso hav it! woot! i immediately reserved 2 pairs and the shopkeeper agreed to it! wow. everything is like gg my way todae. hahas. den i immediately called my dear to tell her the great news, she was like stunned, she dunno wat to say. i guess tat she is v happy abt it. i can feel it from her tone. hahas. i'm still feeling so elated rite nw and i still feeling excited abt it. tml i'll be gg to find my gf to get the shoe for her before she gg off to celebrate her sis - Jovin jie jie birthday. hehe. imma go study a lil programming. been slacking too much.

to dear: hope u are happy tat u can buy yr pair of shoes le. hehe. jux wanna tell u tat i start to miss u alr. =)

to jovin jie jie: happy 23rd birthday! enjoy yr birthday thoroughly wor! hehe.

4 Down 1 To Go & Dear's Exams Ended

yay~ finally the main exams are over~ woohoo! onli left my 1/2 unit nia. hahas. as usual, feelin so shagged aft the exams had ended. too bad i cant go out with my dear todae. she went out with her frens from stats cls. sigh. been yearnin to see her already. its like 2 weeks since i last went out with her. seeing her for 20mins doesnt count. =p but anyway, my dear's exams are over already~ so happy for her. she had been slpin so late these days. time for her to slp like a piggy and dun hafta worry abt it. hahas. guess it will be a long hols for the both of us until the september when the term starts agn. hahas. wonder wat activities wud we do during these hols. *ponders*

tats all for nw. imma go for my dinner soon! cya~

Wishes To Dear <3

to dear:

tml is yr last exams le! yay~ hahas. jux wanna wish u gd luck and all the best for yr exams tml! after which u can play play play le!~ hahas. i'm so happy for u wor~ hahas. finally gettin tat well deserved rest tat u deserved. hahas. its been abt 2weeks or so since we last went out tgt le. i cant wait for tat day to come! hehe. miss ya dear! =)

gd luck and jiayou all the way~ very last lap le. =p

p.s ily =)

back to studying for me. hahas. tml is my 2nd last exam le! yay~ last one will be on the 28th! den i'll be out the whole day with dear le before proceeding off to somewhere else. hehe.

A Porcupine Analogy

jux nw i was talking to my dear abt certain stuff i hav heard from my frenz. den we were discussing abt it and suddenly she asked me whether i heard an analogy abt porcupines. i told her tat i din hear it before. so here's the analogy:

it was during winter, there were 2 porcupines. fearing tat they may die from the winter cold, they began to cuddle up to each other. as they got closer to each other, their quills began to poke each other - in the process, hurting the both of them. fearing tat this may happen agn, they decided to stay away from each other, so as to prevent themselves from gettin hurt agn. however, the winter got too cold and both of them died as they couldnt get any warmth by their own.

however there were another 2 more porcupines, they both know tat if they cuddle too close to each other, they will hurt themselves. however to prevent this from happening, they maintain a small distance from each other, but still can receive warmth from each other. thus in this cold winter, both of them survive.

so the morale of this analogy is tat in a relationship, even the couple need personal space for themselves. being close to each other is gd, however dun get too close as it may infringe in each other personal space. thus the couple need to respect each other personal space and try not to infringe in it.

an example will be tat, if he/she does not wan to tell the partner his/her problems after asking for a few times, respect his/her decision. allow his/her to hav a personal space of his/her own. the only thing the partner can do is to be with him/her and try to lighten the mood, do not try to pry into it. he/she wud appreciate the effort the partner has shown to him/her.

well tats all to the analogy, back to studying (agn) for me. hahas.

Uber Shagged

i realise sth, taking 2 3hrs paper from 10am-530pm isnt a joke. in fact, it is brain draining. after the papers, i din felt the after effects until like 630pm. suddenly felt so shagged. so moodless to do anything. i'll be havin my 2nd last paper on the 22th, which is this coming thurs and my dear will be finish everything on tat day. she mux be lookin forward to tat day. she deserved it. i'm oso lookin forward to this day for her too. lookin at her, everyday slping like 4-6am everyday made me feel heartache for her. tat day is like a jie tuo for her ba. she had a very tiring start - 3 papers within 6days. for me, i'm having 3 papers within 3days. screwed up examination board. sigh. oh well. i dun care anymore le. jux feelin so tired. so drained out. later still gonna study. sigh. i hope thurs will come soon. i cant take this stress anymore le. so tiring. sigh. furthermore i din hav anything to eat from like 130am onwards till like 830pm. 19hrs of not eating. i gastric like nobody business. sigh. at nite oso no mood to eat. ate very lil. i dunno how am i gg to study later le. sigh. i go rest awhile. cya guys~

to dear: dear mux jiayou! last lap for yr exams le. den u can enjoy le. jiayou!

Wishes For My Dear And Me

to dear:

tml we will be havin our sociology exams and i'll be having my IS exams too. its our last lap for these exams le. jux wanna wish dear the best of luck for tml. do yr best k? =D its been like over a week since i last saw u. but nvm. either this friday or thursday i'll be meeting u le. i cant wait! dear. study hard and jiayou! lets rush our studies like a rocket ship todae. jiayou jiayou jiayou! =D

p.s ily! =p

back to studying for me.

Thoughts

i was like studying socio earlier den i suddenly had these thoughts in my mind.

"Love is great, love conquers all."

often i alw wonder abt this phrase whether issit true or not. but i believe this phrase is true most of the time, well in my context tat is. coz i noe tat if u truly love the person, no matter wad he/she does, u are able to accept it or at least highlight the problem out to yr partner and try to find a soln tgt. well this is a truly ideal situation. but things doesnt alw swing this way. sometimes u need to find a soln on yr own esp when ur partner is very pissed/irritated with u. i believe tat alot of ppl, guys esp, alw tell the partner tat he/she wun do it agn and so on whenever he/she did something wrong. it happens so tat nx time, it happened agn. it is like u are contradicting yrself - u promising yr partner and u did the opposite thing. there is a chinese saying - 'if u dun hav such a big mouth, dun blow such a big trumpet.' i think it is along this line. hahas. well i told my fren once - 'saying/promising doesnt mean anything. action does.' well i find this phrase tat i told my fren very true. ppl wud wan to see action being done, rather than empty promises.

well this is wad i can think of rite nw. hahas. it is like 640am rite nw and i still haven slp. tsktsk. off to bed for me~ nite guys! =)

Shagged Day & A Stupid Mistake I Made Again

Last nite [15 May] i slept at 615am. shagged. was like strugglin with my IS and tryin to finish it by tat day b4 gg to bed. in the end i cant make it, hafta push my schedule backwards. crap crap crap!

yst i wrote tat i gg to listen to my fren's prob for awhile, in the end i waited till like 2am to see him. wth sia. i waited like from 11pm onwards. tsktsk. nvm. mux be flexible. but he mux got jiao dai me first wad. dun let me wait for such a long time. tsktsk. but nvm. i'm glad tat he solved his prob le. so happy for him. he asked me how to be humorous, i dunno how to ans him - it is either u hav it or u dun. am i rite? how to learn to be humorous is way too difficult. mayb hafta learn from law - he is the master. hahas. he can make ppl spit out their food laughing. hahas. it happened during my jc times. memories. =)

16th May
i wrote abt we hafta think abt other ppl context first b4 yours but in the end i din do it todae. i dun wanna talk abt it here coz i dun feel like saying it. jux tat i noe tat i still v inflexible, unable to think abt others first. resulting in an unhappy convo for awhile. well nvm. i noe where the fault lies and i'll try not to do it agn. hahas. thinking abt other ppl's context first is v impt, it can prevent alot of unhappy things from happening. i need to bare tat in mind.

well back to studying - this time is Sociology. sigh.

to dear: miss ya lots n study hard!

Tired & Some Thoughts

Tired:

last nite i slp at 6am. so tired. i woke up like 1pm todae. nono. i woke up @ 1030 to send a gd mrnin msg to my dear, i was waiting for her reply den i fell aslp le. hahas. i woke up ard the time she replied me which is ard 1pm todae. hahas. am still feeling so tired.

as usual, i din study as soon as i woke up. was 'nua'ing ard until i need to go for my last RT session le. i noe u guys gonna sae me, but yes i'm physically unfit nw. so i noe tat i need to train. but not nw, at least aft my exams. den i'll go exercising with my dear girl. sometimes it is gd to exercise with someone u love, the feeling will alw be great when u are exercising with yr partner. hahas.

my bro/gd fren called me todae, he told me abt his prob with his gf. i'm not sure whether i shld write it out. so i dcd to stop here.

My thoughts:

i realise tat relationship problems will alw be there, but it ultimately depends on how the two deal with it. either one gives in or both reach a compromise or even better, both find a win-win soln tgt, it will result in a fruitful relationship.

but one cant be so selfish, alw askin the opposite partner to do the things tat he/she likes. it feels as thou the opposite partner is being held tightly by him/her, resulting in no freedom. wat if one day, the opposite partner cant take it anymore, and he/she may leave the selfish person. and both ended up in an undesired outcome. i noe tat none of us wud like this to happen, rite?

over a few probs tat i hav faced, i hav realised tat i need to listen to my dear and she oso needs to listen to me. both of us need to think abt each other context not jux yr own context onli. when one onli think abt his/her context, it means tat the person is selfish. i'm still tryin to improve on tat, tryin to think more on my dear's context and not alw on my own.

sometimes the opposite partner can be overbearing at times due to certain reasons but the partner mux alw be accommodating to him/her. this allows him/her to be his/herself at that pt of time, coz one wud wan to be his/herself at some pt of time. y cant u be the one to provide him/her tat?

sometimes the opposite partner may not wanna tell him/her abt his/her problems, u cant force him/her to tell u wat's the matter. mayb ask once or twice if he/she still dun wanna talk abt it den dun force it alr. not gd, coz he/she may find it irritating den resulting in a quarrel b/w u two. undesired outcome agn. however, sometimes the opposite partner jux wish tat u are right by his/her side w/o asking any qns, letting him/her to think things thru. it is the accompaniment tat matter the most, not tryin to pry into his/her problems. aft 'pei'ing him/her, he/she may tell u the problem tat he/she is facing, allowing u to noe the reason y they are moody. isnt this a gd soln?

one oso cant alw ask whether the opposite partner misses or loves u or not. some may find it irritating if one keep on asking these qns or they may jux say it to make u feel happy but they din mean wat they hav said. from wat i realised, jux tell the partner tat u love/miss him/her as per usual but dun expect anything in return. the opposite partner will reply u if he/she felt like it. sometimes the feelin when he/she says it will make the feelin feel even better.

i hav come to realise these stuff, most of the stuff tat i've realised originates from my dear girl thru our conversations with each other. we are both learning at the same time, i think it is a great thing to do - not by having quarrels every nw and den but to learn from each other. hahas.

if i do realise more, i'll write it down for u guys to see and pls do giv me yr comments. i wanna noe if i'm thinking the rite thing.

tats all for nw, imma go down to chit chat with my fren awhile.

to law: i noe it is over 12am yr time, i jux wanna wish u a happy 22nd bdae! hav fun on yr bdae!

to dear: study hard dear! ily!

Still Studying >.>

its like 430am rite nw and i am still studying. sigh. not much time i left i realised. jux went down to hav breaky with my sis @ Mac. we had 2dollar meal - consisting of Sausage McMuffin and coffee. but we added hashbrown and changed the coffee to ice milo. so in turn it cost abt $3.85 per person nw. hahas. the breaky timing starts at 4am sharp so my sis n i pop down to hav our breaky. coz these few months i hav been studyin till v late so i tend to frequent there quite alot, until to the fact tat the staff there noe me and my sis. hahas. funny rite? think shld make us honorary members of Mac and giv us unlimited discounts. hahas.

i still cant slp yet coz i still need to study and oso i jux had breaky. not gd to slp on a full stomach. hahas. so yea. furthermore, my dear is still studying. i dun wanna leave her behind, to let her study all alone. i'm gd de lo. muhahas. but however, i havin a headache rite nw. tsktsk. how to study sia. tsktsk. but nvm. rest my eyes awhile den i'll go back to study le. hahas. i noe i can do it de!

oh well. back to study after a tiny rest. hahas.

to dear: dear jiayou!

Mixed Feelings

earlier todae in the mrnin (14th May), i was greeted by my dear's mrnin msg. tat rly made my day off to a gd start. hehe. it was a very cute way of greetin me gd mrnin. hahas. my dear is so cute! hahas. coz i told her to either giv me a mrning call or a sms to wake me up as i needed to wake up early to study my IS(Infomation Systems). tats when the sian-ness starts when i start studying IS, i dunno y. studying IS can get boring aft awhile. so sian. been tryin to stuff every bit of detail into my brain. sigh. as time passes by, my motivation waned away. sigh. cant feel myself being motivated to study. den ard 12am todae, my brain finally gav up. i cant study anymore. sigh. i felt like screaming and shouting but i cant. i dun wanna disturb my dear, coz she is oso studying like mad rite nw. so mux understand ma. so i dcd to blog to make me de-sian. hahas. hopefully its workin. aft bloggin, imma go back to study liao.

well pretty much i gonna end nw and get back to studyin. hopefully i am able to de-sian le.

to dear: dear jiayou wor! i noe tat u cant talk coz u are oso studying hard. but nvm. i mux understand. hehe. lets study tgt k? dun leave me behind hor. =p jiayou!

My Day Today

well todae i felt so tired, until to the fact tat i got no mood to study. hahas. mayb becoz yst i slp at 5plus, study too much le. thus i nv study much todae, naughty me. hehe. think dear gonna scold me for not studying le. hahas.

in the afternoon i went to hav lunch with my mom, its been a long time since i last went out to hav lunch with my mom le. hahas. during lunch, we talked abt a certain someone's actions and etc. talked until my mom got irritated with tat person. hahas.

aft lunch i went to make an appointment @ Johan Dental Surgery @ Blk 79 Toa Payoh, coz i heard tat it is cheap over there. to clean one's teeth, it cost abt $45. cheap rite? i rmb tat i hafta spend abt $200 @ Q&M for 2 treatments. so ex. it burned a hole in my pocket. tsktsk. the doc @ johan told me tat i need to floss @ nite and brush 3 times a day. coz my teeth and gum isnt too gd, it will bleed whenever i clean my teeth. tsktsk. horrible rite? then he told me to come every 6months to prevent my teeth from decaying. i was shocked lo, i dun wanna my teeth to drop when i'm still young. so i dcd to make it a pt to go every 6 month lo. scared liao. hahas.

i received a call from my dear later aft my wash. was so elated tat i'm able to hear my dear's melodious voice. hahas. den we chatted and chatted, suddenly i felt weird, coz my dear was dozing off le. hahas. she so piggy. so cute! hahas. den i wanted to end the call coz i noe tat she needed her rest but, i cant end the call coz she kept on dozing off. hahas. in the end i spent abt 10mins tryin to end the call. hahas. den i dcd to fake her tat i'm angry, she was like,"oh ok.... zzzzzzz" lol lor. cant stand her cuteness. hahas. alw makes me smile n laugh de. den i told her agn tat i'm getting angry le, she said tat,"huh y u angry and y u scold me wor?" dear. i din scold u lor, jux wanna play ard with u nia and i wanted to let u go slp slp le. hahas. furthermore i wun get angry with u easily de la, coz i bu se de lor. hahas.

its been 4 days i last seen my dear le, i rly miss her alot. sobsob. i noe tat because of this stupid exams ended up we cant see much of each other. i din like the feeling lor. sigh. oh well. wat can i do? unless i pass by yr hse or i cant be able to see u until den le. =((((

there's alot of things i wanna write down but i cant.lemme think things thru b4 typin it down for u guys to see. guys, dun think too much, it isnt abt me and my dear. but rather it is abt someone else. hahas.

back to studying agn i think. argh!

to dear: p.s ily! =p

Wishes For My Dear =)

todae nothing much happened, jux been studying and studying ibm. sigh. so boring.

to dear,

i noe tat u'll be having yr maths exams tml le. i jux wanna wish u all the best and good luck tml. i'll be prayin hard for u de. so do yr best yar. too bad we cant celebrate our 5th month todae, but nevertheless, we'll be celebrating it soon! cant wait~ hehe. dear jiayou yar! =)

p.s ily! =)

back to studying agn. sigh.

5th Monthsary

todae marks the 5th month of me and my dear, st, got tgt. =) looking back these past few months, i realised tat we both hav been gone thru alot tgt. i believed tat both of us hav a bright future ahead. i'm sure of that. i can see tat we are trying to know more abt each other - in terms of our thoughts, habits and so on. my dear had taught me alot on how to be less bad tempered and how to control my anger esp. thou my progress isnt too gd, but she giv me time to improve myself. she oso noe wat to improve on herself. so both of us are improving so tat both of us can hav a fruitful relationship tgt. =)

to dear: thank you dear! i'll do my best to improve myself so tat i can survive in this society de! (rmb this phrase dear?) hehe.

todae i heard this song by Lin Jun Jie - Qi Dai Ni De Ai, i suddenly had a gush of memories of how me and st got tgt. it gav me a wonderful feeling after hearing tat. hahas. this sort of feeling is indescribable, but somehow i managed to explain it to my dear and i aint gg to explain to u guys. i'm shy. (=^-^=) well. u guys shld listen to tat song. =) i think tat everytime i hear a certain song, it will let me rmb of certain memories i had. i wonder whether u guys hav this sort of feelings oso. hmmm.

i noe tat this month we are having tat dreaded UOL exams. it is v stressful but i noe tat we both can tide thru this phase de. lets jiayou tgt ba. i'll be looking forward to the times tgt aft our exams. i cant wait sia. hehe. i noe tat i wun be seeing u much these days but u shld noe how i feel whenever i cudnt see u rite? hehe.

i've been readin ter and law blog these past few days. like law said, it rly did hav an impact on me. hahas. i rly missed the times i had in JC. those are the most memorable times i had. the 5 of us tgt, rly brings back memories. hahas. u guys keep on suanin me, i dun mind coz i can bring joy and laughter to the cls. i still do nw. in my infomation sys cls, but not as much as last time le. hahas. super 5, we rly need to keep in touch tgt. it rly hard to find frens like u guys. i rly happy to hav frens like u. =)

oh ya. earlier todae (which is yst nite), i called my dear. i asked her to pass the phone to her mom and i wished her mom happy mother's day. aint i'm sweet? hahas. i think tat alot of u guys gonna puke when i wrote abt me being sweet. hahas. but it is rly exciting talking to her mom thou, i tht tat i dunno wat to sae to her except wishing her happy mother's day. hahas. guess her mom n i can talk one. hahas. oso i wud like to thank her dad for lending me his m'sia SIM card, coz i'm gg to m'sia aft my exams to attend my cousin's wedding. overall. my dear's family is v friendly de. hahas. her jie is oso v nice to talk to de. her jie n i talk alot whenever st isnt ard. hahas.

last but not least, i wanna wish dear a happy 5th month! and both of us will alw be happy tgt~ hehe. and jiayou for our exams!

to dear: ily alw! =p

nw back to studying IBM. argh!