FINALLY!

FINALLY! I GOT IT! MUHAHAHAS!

Nervous

I'M SO NERVOUS RIGHT NOW!

ARGH!

Hmmm

i just don't understand anything anymore.

sigh.

Sigh

sometimes i do wish that im able to control my feelings well.

sometimes i do wish that im able to see things openly.

but apparently i cant.

however, if i managed to do that, will i be myself?

will i be just putting on a mask to cover up my true feelings?

i will not be myself after all.

and prolly no one knows what am i thinking or feeling after all.

sigh.

Sometimes

sometimes i do wish to know wad u are thinking abt:

wad makes u tick

wad makes u sad

wad makes u happy

wad makes u angry

why are the ways that u proposed are right

i oso do wish tat u and i can stand on the same side agreeing on the same things

i do wish tat u will understand why i do things this way

sigh...

sometimes...

jux sometimes...

Updates

yo guys,

its been too darn long since i last updated my blog. hahas. well to sum it up...

15-19 June - Reservist

overall quite alright la. jux tat i assumed new responsibilities as a platoon sergeant liao. sigh. out of a blue, my encik ask me to be stand in PS for my platoon. den suddenly i've become a permanent one. quite shagged la. coz the one tat is supposed to be the PS nv come back coz of studies. think he going for PHD or sth la. smart ass lai de. tsktsk. there are a few nites that i had headaches coz there is too much info to take it. i nv been thru PS course b4 so everything is new lor. sigh. shagged sia. oh well. everything turn out fine due to the help from my men and fellow commanders. hahas. heng sia.

20 June - Technical Mobilisation

went to kranji for my tech mob. sian sia. sibei bo liao lor. go there sign here and there. den wait till all my platoon turn up den can go already. waste my time lor. nth much to sae abt this. tsktsk.

22 - 25 June - Melaka Trip

went to Melaka trip with my best bud/bro Binchuan lor. hahas. physically tiring sia. hahas. walked from one attraction to another. think walked over 40km lor for 4days. shagged sia. went to one museum to another. went to bukit cina (ppl sae is dead man hill... tsktsk.), dutch settlement and shopping and more shopping! woohoo! not too bad for my first road trip. hahas.

that basically sum up wad hav i been doing for june liao. so wad am i doing nw? learning driving and bringing my french relatives around singapore. hahas.

tats it for nw. ciao~!

Taylor Swift - Love Story

my dear intro this song to me quite awhile back. liked it so much. hahas. so told me to watch the MTV, tell u honestly - it rocks! hahas! enjoy!

Lyrics

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, let's leave this town for a little while
Oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

Romeo save me they're tryna tell me how to feel
this love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I'll keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh

We were both young when I first saw you

Its Freaking Over!

yay!

after such a long time...

its finally freaking over le...

no more alienation from games...

time to do sth productive..

applied a pdl today.

gonna start learning driving on the 30th of June.

too busy this month le..

reservist and holiday..

cant wait to get it over and done with!

hahas!

woot woot!

_e__, _ _i__ _o_!

Somewhere Out There

just suddenly thought of listening to this song.

one of the classics!

guess tat where ever u are, we will be underneath in the great big sky.

hahas.

enjoy!

Somewhere Out There  

written by James Horner, Barry Mann, Cynthia Weil  

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight 

Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight  

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer 

That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there  

And even though I know how very far apart we are 

It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star  

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby 

It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky  

Somewhere out there if love can see us through 

Then we'll be together somewhere out there 

Out where dreams come true  

And even though I know how very far apart we are 

It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star  

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby 

It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky  

Somewhere out there if love can see us through 

Then we'll be together somewhere out there 

Out where dreams come true 

Happy Birthday

i oso wanna take this lil break time i hav to wish my dear's mama....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

may all your wish come true!

hehe.

Seriously Shagged

mentally shagged.

exams lasted for 5weeks.

i still got one more to go when alot of others have already long ended.

sigh.

cant take it anymore le.

i wan to rest.

i wan to pei my dear.

i wan to go overseas.

i wan to get out of singapore.

i wan...

i wan...

argh!

so _o__l_.

=(

Irritated

y ppl dun listen de?

so angry.

im having my freaking exams.

not like others who already finish theirs a long time ago.

so pissed.

Sometimes

sometimes i wish tat i'd able to fly away to other countries and explore.

sometimes i wish tat my life is like an anime/manga - catching pokemon, learning jutsu or searching the One Piece.

sometimes i wish tat life will much simpler.

sometimes i wish tat things will be easier.

sometimes i wish tat i'm doing meaningful stuff rather than taking exams nw.

jux sometimes...

sigh..

Sociology Down, 4 More To Go

well socio ended already.

its much easier than last year.

i was like thinking,

y didnt they put this set of qns to last year,

let this year ppl die and just let me survive w/o having to waste my parents' money.

y it let me da pao till this year.

oh well.

screw it.

its over and i dun care anymore.

now need to concentrate on the rest of the subjects.

FYI Law: LBO stands for Law of Biz Org

can die one.

argh.

back to studying agn.

>.<

D-Day Starts Today

oh well.

the day that i dreaded is here already.

might as well get it over and done with.

sigh.

todae i'll be having my sociology exams.

19th May : ICT

22th May: LBO

29th May: HRM

2nd June: ISDM

sigh.

1 whole month.

den aft exams?

RESERVIST!

argh.

wad a way for me to spend these 2 months.

tsktsk.

in any case,

wanna wish me and my dear,

all the best!

lets jiayou tgt!

D-Day

D-Day starts tml.

sigh.

dear,

lets jiayou yar!

<3

Exhausted

im exhausted...

both mentally and physically...

=(

Shaggalongtong

one word to describe my feelings rite nw.

SHAGGALONGTONG!

exams are coming.

i hate it.

argh!

dear,

lets jiayou!

Sick

well guess tat im sick already.

having a runny nose since yst.

tht that im mayb cold due to the aircon.

was sneezing all the way thru.

tsktsk.

took a med last nite.

and nw,

i've a cold and cough.

so horrible.

tsktsk.

hope i get well soon.

Susan Boyle on Britians Got Talent

todae i watched a video in regards to Britains Got Talent.

at first i watch this lady coming out on stage.

i din think tat she can do something fantastic.

many ppl at the scene din think tat she will do sth got either.

in fact they probably may think that she may do sth stupid.

however,

once she opened her mouth to sing.

i was...

STUNNED!

absolutely magical.

terrific.

well,

talking abt it doesnt mean anything.

listen to it.

enjoy.

i guess dun judge a person by his cover still stands after all.

Susan Boyle on Britains Got Talent 2009!! Incredible Voice!! @ Yahoo! Video

here are some ppl's comments:

Jeo J:
I wonder what she can do in her early years. why she`s hiding that talent for years. THAT`S REALLY A TALENT!

ritzzy:
WOW WOW WOW .. Truly Amazing .. giving me goosebum .... Susan,please keep on singing....you have BEAUTIFUL AMAZING AMAZING VOICE .....

kare4you:
absolutely wonderful, just another reason why people should not judge others by what they see on the outside cause they just might miss out on something wonderful, and Susan Boyle is just that absolutely wonderful and an inspiration to all

joseph:
Susan Boyle, THANK YOU SO MUCH INDEED, you're an inspiration. You're great, talented person always stand out and you stand taller than most people, you're great. Keep inspiring us.

benwong8899:
As my eyes turn teary, I admire this wonderful and remarkable lady...a talented singer with such a beautiful voice. She had not only taught me a great lesson on humility...her courage, confidence and self-belief is beyond words. You are a star.....and I will buy your cds, not just for songs but a reminder of the lessons I had learned from you. Kudos....

J X:
What a beautiful voice! I had tears in my eyes from the moment she started to sing to the end of her song. She has obviously moved so many people. God Bless her and all the best to her

Home Alone

Day 6

well...

today nth much happened..

jux tat i dcd to bring my maid down for dinner..

coz for the past few days she din hav sth nice to eat.

hahas.

so i dcd to treat her dinner lor.

hahas.

tml my family will be back from hainan.

welcome back to singapore!

=)

16th Monthsary

wow.

time rly do flies.

with a blink of an eye.

its our 16 months together le.

hahas.

there's alot in my mind rite nw.

hahas.

jux wanna wish dear a Happy 16th Monthsary!

and.....

i <3 u always! :p

Home Alone

day 5

well..

today sucks to the core..

went for rt ssn..

but i got caught in a big shower.

it was raining cats and dogs..

i got myself drenched.

during the rt ssn,

we did nth.

wth.

waste my bloody time,

getting myself wet for nth.

argh.

gonna go back to study.

s-up day todae.

Home Alone

day 4

hmmmm.

todae end quite alright.

met up with my cousin - jiawei for dinner.

treated him dinner.

chatted.

went to the arcade to play.

coz he is going to sign on in the army tml.

he will be going to BMTC tml liao.

hahas.

well.

im going to miss him.

hahas.

bickering, quarrelling, etc.

haha!

well.

todae not so lonely after all.

=)

p.s. jiawei. do take care of yrself man. stay out of trouble! :p

Home Alone

Day 3

not too bad at all.

thank god i hav my dear to pei me.

made my nite even happier.

went to tampines One.

darn nice.

like orchard lidat.

u guys shld go.

my nite...

well...

not so gloomy.

^^

<3 dear =)

Home Alone

Day 2

had dinner at home.

alone.

din like the feeling.

sigh.

Lonely

so alone.

weird.

Home Alone

well.

my family left for hainan island earlier todae for 1 week.

suddenly i felt v alone rite nw.

dun hav the usual bickering all these.

kinda scary feeling actually.

tsktsk.

day 1.

Not Feeling Well

i dun feel well todae.

feeling so tired and sick nw.

having headache, body aching, felt like vomitting.

tsktsk.

one word.

ARGH!

__ ____

i wanna tell you tat:

_ ____ _e___ __t_ ___!

Sian

i'm jux so sian.

y is money is the source of all troubles?

cant ppl jux sit down and thrash things out?

isnt this way the best way to achieve an understanding amongst ppl?

y ppl keep their troubles within themselves?

monetary issues can cause misfortune to happen.

cases of ppl commiting suicide is quite a common sight here. [i think]

ppl going crazy, etc.

sigh.

i rly dunno.

i jux so so sian nw.

sigh.

Moody

dunno y.

i feel so moody these days.

sigh.

oh well.

i dunno how to explain it.

jux a feeling.

sigh.

Cassie - Is It You

one day, my dear let me listen to this song - Is It You by Cassie.

personally i luv this song alot.

guys, do listen to it.

wont regret.

Cassie - Is It You




Lyrics:

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep it real and who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking your the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who's heart is right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep it real and who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking your the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Take for granted
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thoughts to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Thanks Dear!

this blog is to express my thanks to my dear girl.

thanks for the wonderful night and surprise last nite.

i rly love it!

esp the surprise you gav me last nite.

it was such a wonderful surprise.

i dunno wad to sae.

hehe.

dear,

i love you. =)

Happy Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

=)

Good Bye 22

in abt 1/2 an hour or so,

i'm going to bid good bye to 22 liao.

sigh.

hate the feeling of being old.

sigh.

will i hav a happy birthday later tml?

*ponders*

One Word

One word to describe my feelings right now.

which is....

HAPPY!

dear ily! =D

1st Blog For 2009

yo guys!

i wanna wish u guys...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

may this year will be a happy one!

p.s ily dear! =)