I need a break

I need a small break from all the work I'm doin lately. I wanna see her. I wanna relax. I'm so tired. Hope I can get things done asap. Hopefully.

我要休息！头好痛。。。白发都长出来了。。。 :(

argh

sigh. jux received an email from my supervisor. he told me tat my progress is damn slow and he is wondering if i can finish everything. i admit tat im at fault for taking my time to do it. but im rly trying my best le. why there isnt any word of encouragement? he only making my morale hit to the btm. sigh. i need an idea of wat to do.

help...

Sigh

losing motivation agn. why why why!

Argh

So much to do.. So lil time.. No motivation.. Argh.

Sian

Sometimes I rly do feel tat singapore's hectic life is rly too much alr. It literally drain out yr life. Isn't life supposed to be enjoyed? Sigh. Don't understand it at times. Tsktsk.

Woot!

It works man! Haha. iPhone apps rocks to the core! :)

Testing

Haha. Jux downloaded the lite version of blogger for my iPhone. I'm testin it out nw. Hope it works! :)

=(

am i such a failure?

=(

Guess it will be a _____ ________ for me.

FINALLY!

FINALLY! I GOT IT! MUHAHAHAS!

Nervous

I'M SO NERVOUS RIGHT NOW!

ARGH!

Hmmm

i just don't understand anything anymore.

sigh.

Sigh

sometimes i do wish that im able to control my feelings well.

sometimes i do wish that im able to see things openly.

but apparently i cant.

however, if i managed to do that, will i be myself?

will i be just putting on a mask to cover up my true feelings?

i will not be myself after all.

and prolly no one knows what am i thinking or feeling after all.

sigh.

Sometimes

sometimes i do wish to know wad u are thinking abt:

wad makes u tick

wad makes u sad

wad makes u happy

wad makes u angry

why are the ways that u proposed are right

i oso do wish tat u and i can stand on the same side agreeing on the same things

i do wish tat u will understand why i do things this way

sigh...

sometimes...

jux sometimes...

Updates

yo guys,

its been too darn long since i last updated my blog. hahas. well to sum it up...

15-19 June - Reservist

overall quite alright la. jux tat i assumed new responsibilities as a platoon sergeant liao. sigh. out of a blue, my encik ask me to be stand in PS for my platoon. den suddenly i've become a permanent one. quite shagged la. coz the one tat is supposed to be the PS nv come back coz of studies. think he going for PHD or sth la. smart ass lai de. tsktsk. there are a few nites that i had headaches coz there is too much info to take it. i nv been thru PS course b4 so everything is new lor. sigh. shagged sia. oh well. everything turn out fine due to the help from my men and fellow commanders. hahas. heng sia.

20 June - Technical Mobilisation

went to kranji for my tech mob. sian sia. sibei bo liao lor. go there sign here and there. den wait till all my platoon turn up den can go already. waste my time lor. nth much to sae abt this. tsktsk.

22 - 25 June - Melaka Trip

went to Melaka trip with my best bud/bro Binchuan lor. hahas. physically tiring sia. hahas. walked from one attraction to another. think walked over 40km lor for 4days. shagged sia. went to one museum to another. went to bukit cina (ppl sae is dead man hill... tsktsk.), dutch settlement and shopping and more shopping! woohoo! not too bad for my first road trip. hahas.

that basically sum up wad hav i been doing for june liao. so wad am i doing nw? learning driving and bringing my french relatives around singapore. hahas.

tats it for nw. ciao~!