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am i such a failure?

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Guess it will be a _____ ________ for me.

FINALLY!

FINALLY! I GOT IT! MUHAHAHAS!

Nervous

I'M SO NERVOUS RIGHT NOW!

ARGH!

Hmmm

i just don't understand anything anymore.

sigh.

Sigh

sometimes i do wish that im able to control my feelings well.

sometimes i do wish that im able to see things openly.

but apparently i cant.

however, if i managed to do that, will i be myself?

will i be just putting on a mask to cover up my true feelings?

i will not be myself after all.

and prolly no one knows what am i thinking or feeling after all.

sigh.

Sometimes

sometimes i do wish to know wad u are thinking abt:

wad makes u tick

wad makes u sad

wad makes u happy

wad makes u angry

why are the ways that u proposed are right

i oso do wish tat u and i can stand on the same side agreeing on the same things

i do wish tat u will understand why i do things this way

sigh...

sometimes...

jux sometimes...

Updates

yo guys,

its been too darn long since i last updated my blog. hahas. well to sum it up...

15-19 June - Reservist

overall quite alright la. jux tat i assumed new responsibilities as a platoon sergeant liao. sigh. out of a blue, my encik ask me to be stand in PS for my platoon. den suddenly i've become a permanent one. quite shagged la. coz the one tat is supposed to be the PS nv come back coz of studies. think he going for PHD or sth la. smart ass lai de. tsktsk. there are a few nites that i had headaches coz there is too much info to take it. i nv been thru PS course b4 so everything is new lor. sigh. shagged sia. oh well. everything turn out fine due to the help from my men and fellow commanders. hahas. heng sia.

20 June - Technical Mobilisation

went to kranji for my tech mob. sian sia. sibei bo liao lor. go there sign here and there. den wait till all my platoon turn up den can go already. waste my time lor. nth much to sae abt this. tsktsk.

22 - 25 June - Melaka Trip

went to Melaka trip with my best bud/bro Binchuan lor. hahas. physically tiring sia. hahas. walked from one attraction to another. think walked over 40km lor for 4days. shagged sia. went to one museum to another. went to bukit cina (ppl sae is dead man hill... tsktsk.), dutch settlement and shopping and more shopping! woohoo! not too bad for my first road trip. hahas.

that basically sum up wad hav i been doing for june liao. so wad am i doing nw? learning driving and bringing my french relatives around singapore. hahas.

tats it for nw. ciao~!

Taylor Swift - Love Story

my dear intro this song to me quite awhile back. liked it so much. hahas. so told me to watch the MTV, tell u honestly - it rocks! hahas! enjoy!

Lyrics

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, let's leave this town for a little while
Oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

Romeo save me they're tryna tell me how to feel
this love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I'll keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh

We were both young when I first saw you

Its Freaking Over!

yay!

after such a long time...

its finally freaking over le...

no more alienation from games...

time to do sth productive..

applied a pdl today.

gonna start learning driving on the 30th of June.

too busy this month le..

reservist and holiday..

cant wait to get it over and done with!

hahas!

woot woot!

_e__, _ _i__ _o_!

Somewhere Out There

just suddenly thought of listening to this song.

one of the classics!

guess tat where ever u are, we will be underneath in the great big sky.

hahas.

enjoy!

Somewhere Out There  

written by James Horner, Barry Mann, Cynthia Weil  

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight 

Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight  

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer 

That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there  

And even though I know how very far apart we are 

It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star  

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby 

It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky  

Somewhere out there if love can see us through 

Then we'll be together somewhere out there 

Out where dreams come true  

And even though I know how very far apart we are 

It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star  

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby 

It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky  

Somewhere out there if love can see us through 

Then we'll be together somewhere out there 

Out where dreams come true 

Happy Birthday

i oso wanna take this lil break time i hav to wish my dear's mama....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

may all your wish come true!

hehe.

Seriously Shagged

mentally shagged.

exams lasted for 5weeks.

i still got one more to go when alot of others have already long ended.

sigh.

cant take it anymore le.

i wan to rest.

i wan to pei my dear.

i wan to go overseas.

i wan to get out of singapore.

i wan...

i wan...

argh!

so _o__l_.

=(

Irritated

y ppl dun listen de?

so angry.

im having my freaking exams.

not like others who already finish theirs a long time ago.

so pissed.

Sometimes

sometimes i wish tat i'd able to fly away to other countries and explore.

sometimes i wish tat my life is like an anime/manga - catching pokemon, learning jutsu or searching the One Piece.

sometimes i wish tat life will much simpler.

sometimes i wish tat things will be easier.

sometimes i wish tat i'm doing meaningful stuff rather than taking exams nw.

jux sometimes...

sigh..