thoughts and feelings <3

Argh the stress!

2010-05-18T16:28:00.001+08:00

The stress is killing me!

*shoots myself*

*dies*

Sad Story

2010-05-04T02:34:00.000+08:00

To those who are married, .. Not married .. and soon to be married, I hope you will be touched with this story... MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now. The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you. If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

By: Kay Regala

我们一起努力好吗？

2010-04-11T04:13:00.001+08:00

我始终认为一个人做不了东西的。是需要彼此的努力来一起争取的。你明白我的意思吗？

我们一起努力好吗？我真的需要你。。。

Time travelling

2010-03-24T04:42:00.001+08:00

Watched the time traveller's wife earlier. I find tat being able to travel time is quite an interesting thing to do. Thou there are pros and cons to it. imagine it. U can go back time, meeting up w yr loved ones who had passed away. Hav a chat w them, made up for the time lost when u're not w them. It is such a wonderous thing to do. I wished tat I could time travel. I wanna go back to the time when my grandpa was alive. I wanna talk to him. I misses him dearly. Till nw I still do. The never ending care and concern from him... I still miss it. He is alw there; take care of my everything. My god... I'm tearing rite nw. :'( it's been 7years since he has left. I wish I can see him, talk to him, take care of him. Sigh. However, there is a downside to it. U'll somehow find out when u're gg to die. This in turn will let u fear of the day comin. Think abt it. U're gg to die soon, and u're gg to start dreadin everyday till that fateful day. Makin u feel scared along the way. Well. I dunno.

There are pros and cons to everything. Nth is perfect. For my case, I would like to time travel. What abt u? :)

Imma go to bed nw. Nite guys! :)

ily dear! :)

I need a break

2010-03-14T17:35:00.001+08:00

I need a small break from all the work I'm doin lately. I wanna see her. I wanna relax. I'm so tired. Hope I can get things done asap. Hopefully.

我要休息！头好痛。。。白发都长出来了。。。 :(

argh

2010-03-11T02:51:00.002+08:00

sigh. jux received an email from my supervisor. he told me tat my progress is damn slow and he is wondering if i can finish everything. i admit tat im at fault for taking my time to do it. but im rly trying my best le. why there isnt any word of encouragement? he only making my morale hit to the btm. sigh. i need an idea of wat to do.

help...

Sigh

2010-03-09T12:49:00.001+08:00

losing motivation agn. why why why!

Argh

2010-03-05T22:31:00.001+08:00

So much to do.. So lil time.. No motivation.. Argh.

Sian

2010-03-04T23:42:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I rly do feel tat singapore's hectic life is rly too much alr. It literally drain out yr life. Isn't life supposed to be enjoyed? Sigh. Don't understand it at times. Tsktsk.

Woot!

2010-03-04T23:07:00.001+08:00

It works man! Haha. iPhone apps rocks to the core! :)

Testing

2010-03-04T23:02:00.001+08:00

Haha. Jux downloaded the lite version of blogger for my iPhone. I'm testin it out nw. Hope it works! :)

=(

2010-01-13T04:13:00.000+08:00

am i such a failure?

=(

2010-01-13T03:30:00.001+08:00

Guess it will be a _____ ________ for me.

FINALLY!

2009-10-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! I GOT IT! MUHAHAHAS!

Nervous

2009-10-20T00:45:00.001+08:00

I'M SO NERVOUS RIGHT NOW!

ARGH!

Hmmm

2009-09-20T02:43:00.001+08:00

i just don't understand anything anymore.

sigh.

Sigh

2009-08-07T00:18:00.002+08:00

sometimes i do wish that im able to control my feelings well.

sometimes i do wish that im able to see things openly.

but apparently i cant.

however, if i managed to do that, will i be myself?

will i be just putting on a mask to cover up my true feelings?

i will not be myself after all.

and prolly no one knows what am i thinking or feeling after all.

sigh.

Sometimes

2009-07-10T03:30:00.002+08:00

sometimes i do wish to know wad u are thinking abt:

wad makes u tick

wad makes u sad

wad makes u happy

wad makes u angry

why are the ways that u proposed are right

i oso do wish tat u and i can stand on the same side agreeing on the same things

i do wish tat u will understand why i do things this way

sigh...

sometimes...

jux sometimes...

Updates

2009-07-04T02:17:00.008+08:00

yo guys,

its been too darn long since i last updated my blog. hahas. well to sum it up...

15-19 June - Reservist

overall quite alright la. jux tat i assumed new responsibilities as a platoon sergeant liao. sigh. out of a blue, my encik ask me to be stand in PS for my platoon. den suddenly i've become a permanent one. quite shagged la. coz the one tat is supposed to be the PS nv come back coz of studies. think he going for PHD or sth la. smart ass lai de. tsktsk. there are a few nites that i had headaches coz there is too much info to take it. i nv been thru PS course b4 so everything is new lor. sigh. shagged sia. oh well. everything turn out fine due to the help from my men and fellow commanders. hahas. heng sia.

20 June - Technical Mobilisation

went to kranji for my tech mob. sian sia. sibei bo liao lor. go there sign here and there. den wait till all my platoon turn up den can go already. waste my time lor. nth much to sae abt this. tsktsk.

22 - 25 June - Melaka Trip

went to Melaka trip with my best bud/bro Binchuan lor. hahas. physically tiring sia. hahas. walked from one attraction to another. think walked over 40km lor for 4days. shagged sia. went to one museum to another. went to bukit cina (ppl sae is dead man hill... tsktsk.), dutch settlement and shopping and more shopping! woohoo! not too bad for my first road trip. hahas.

that basically sum up wad hav i been doing for june liao. so wad am i doing nw? learning driving and bringing my french relatives around singapore. hahas.

tats it for nw. ciao~!

Taylor Swift - Love Story

2009-06-10T00:29:00.002+08:00

my dear intro this song to me quite awhile back. liked it so much. hahas. so told me to watch the MTV, tell u honestly - it rocks! hahas! enjoy!

Lyrics

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, let's leave this town for a little while
Oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

Romeo save me they're tryna tell me how to feel
this love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I'll keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh

We were both young when I first saw you

Its Freaking Over!

2009-06-03T02:24:00.002+08:00

yay!

after such a long time...

its finally freaking over le...

no more alienation from games...

time to do sth productive..

applied a pdl today.

gonna start learning driving on the 30th of June.

too busy this month le..

reservist and holiday..

cant wait to get it over and done with!

hahas!

woot woot!

_e__, _ _i__ _o_!

Somewhere Out There

2009-06-01T15:34:00.004+08:00

just suddenly thought of listening to this song.

one of the classics!

guess tat where ever u are, we will be underneath in the great big sky.

hahas.

enjoy!

Somewhere Out There

written by James Horner, Barry Mann, Cynthia Weil

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight

Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer

That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are

It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby

It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through

Then we'll be together somewhere out there

Out where dreams come true

And even though I know how very far apart we are

It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby

It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through

Then we'll be together somewhere out there

Out where dreams come true

Happy Birthday

2009-05-31T22:02:00.001+08:00

i oso wanna take this lil break time i hav to wish my dear's mama....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

may all your wish come true!

hehe.

Seriously Shagged

2009-05-31T21:59:00.003+08:00

mentally shagged.

exams lasted for 5weeks.

i still got one more to go when alot of others have already long ended.

sigh.

cant take it anymore le.

i wan to rest.

i wan to pei my dear.

i wan to go overseas.

i wan to get out of singapore.

i wan...

i wan...

argh!

so _o__l_.

=(

Irritated

2009-05-30T23:14:00.001+08:00

y ppl dun listen de?

so angry.

im having my freaking exams.

not like others who already finish theirs a long time ago.

so pissed.

Sometimes

2009-05-17T04:06:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wish tat i'd able to fly away to other countries and explore.

sometimes i wish tat my life is like an anime/manga - catching pokemon, learning jutsu or searching the One Piece.

sometimes i wish tat life will much simpler.

sometimes i wish tat things will be easier.

sometimes i wish tat i'm doing meaningful stuff rather than taking exams nw.

jux sometimes...

sigh..

Sociology Down, 4 More To Go

2009-05-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

well socio ended already.

its much easier than last year.

i was like thinking,

y didnt they put this set of qns to last year,

let this year ppl die and just let me survive w/o having to waste my parents' money.

y it let me da pao till this year.

oh well.

screw it.

its over and i dun care anymore.

now need to concentrate on the rest of the subjects.

FYI Law: LBO stands for Law of Biz Org

can die one.

argh.

back to studying agn.

>.<

D-Day Starts Today

2009-05-07T02:25:00.003+08:00

oh well.

the day that i dreaded is here already.

might as well get it over and done with.

sigh.

todae i'll be having my sociology exams.

19th May : ICT

22th May: LBO

29th May: HRM

2nd June: ISDM

sigh.

1 whole month.

den aft exams?

RESERVIST!

argh.

wad a way for me to spend these 2 months.

tsktsk.

in any case,

wanna wish me and my dear,

all the best!

lets jiayou tgt!

D-Day

2009-05-06T13:53:00.001+08:00

D-Day starts tml.

sigh.

dear,

lets jiayou yar!

<3

Exhausted

2009-04-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

im exhausted...

both mentally and physically...

=(

Shaggalongtong

2009-04-27T13:13:00.000+08:00

one word to describe my feelings rite nw.

SHAGGALONGTONG!

exams are coming.

i hate it.

argh!

dear,

lets jiayou!

Sick

2009-04-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

well guess tat im sick already.

having a runny nose since yst.

tht that im mayb cold due to the aircon.

was sneezing all the way thru.

tsktsk.

took a med last nite.

and nw,

i've a cold and cough.

so horrible.

tsktsk.

hope i get well soon.

Susan Boyle on Britians Got Talent

2009-04-16T23:25:00.005+08:00

todae i watched a video in regards to Britains Got Talent.

at first i watch this lady coming out on stage.

i din think tat she can do something fantastic.

many ppl at the scene din think tat she will do sth got either.

in fact they probably may think that she may do sth stupid.

however,

once she opened her mouth to sing.

i was...

STUNNED!

absolutely magical.

terrific.

well,

talking abt it doesnt mean anything.

listen to it.

enjoy.

i guess dun judge a person by his cover still stands after all.

Susan Boyle on Britains Got Talent 2009!! Incredible Voice!! @ Yahoo! Video

here are some ppl's comments:

Jeo J:
I wonder what she can do in her early years. why she`s hiding that talent for years. THAT`S REALLY A TALENT!

ritzzy:
WOW WOW WOW .. Truly Amazing .. giving me goosebum .... Susan,please keep on singing....you have BEAUTIFUL AMAZING AMAZING VOICE .....

kare4you:
absolutely wonderful, just another reason why people should not judge others by what they see on the outside cause they just might miss out on something wonderful, and Susan Boyle is just that absolutely wonderful and an inspiration to all

joseph:
Susan Boyle, THANK YOU SO MUCH INDEED, you're an inspiration. You're great, talented person always stand out and you stand taller than most people, you're great. Keep inspiring us.

benwong8899:
As my eyes turn teary, I admire this wonderful and remarkable lady...a talented singer with such a beautiful voice. She had not only taught me a great lesson on humility...her courage, confidence and self-belief is beyond words. You are a star.....and I will buy your cds, not just for songs but a reminder of the lessons I had learned from you. Kudos....

J X:
What a beautiful voice! I had tears in my eyes from the moment she started to sing to the end of her song. She has obviously moved so many people. God Bless her and all the best to her

Home Alone

2009-04-12T21:25:00.002+08:00

Day 6

well...

today nth much happened..

jux tat i dcd to bring my maid down for dinner..

coz for the past few days she din hav sth nice to eat.

hahas.

so i dcd to treat her dinner lor.

hahas.

tml my family will be back from hainan.

welcome back to singapore!

=)

16th Monthsary

2009-04-12T15:51:00.003+08:00

wow.

time rly do flies.

with a blink of an eye.

its our 16 months together le.

hahas.

there's alot in my mind rite nw.

hahas.

jux wanna wish dear a Happy 16th Monthsary!

and.....

i <3 u always! :p

Home Alone

2009-04-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

day 5

well..

today sucks to the core..

went for rt ssn..

but i got caught in a big shower.

it was raining cats and dogs..

i got myself drenched.

during the rt ssn,

we did nth.

wth.

waste my bloody time,

getting myself wet for nth.

argh.

gonna go back to study.

s-up day todae.

Home Alone

2009-04-10T21:22:00.002+08:00

day 4

hmmmm.

todae end quite alright.

met up with my cousin - jiawei for dinner.

treated him dinner.

chatted.

went to the arcade to play.

coz he is going to sign on in the army tml.

he will be going to BMTC tml liao.

hahas.

well.

im going to miss him.

hahas.

bickering, quarrelling, etc.

haha!

well.

todae not so lonely after all.

=)

p.s. jiawei. do take care of yrself man. stay out of trouble! :p

Home Alone

2009-04-10T02:17:00.001+08:00

Day 3

not too bad at all.

thank god i hav my dear to pei me.

made my nite even happier.

went to tampines One.

darn nice.

like orchard lidat.

u guys shld go.

my nite...

well...

not so gloomy.

^^

<3 dear =)

Home Alone

2009-04-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

Day 2

had dinner at home.

alone.

din like the feeling.

sigh.

Lonely

2009-04-07T22:14:00.001+08:00

so alone.

weird.

Home Alone

2009-04-07T20:57:00.002+08:00

well.

my family left for hainan island earlier todae for 1 week.

suddenly i felt v alone rite nw.

dun hav the usual bickering all these.

kinda scary feeling actually.

tsktsk.

day 1.

Not Feeling Well

2009-03-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

i dun feel well todae.

feeling so tired and sick nw.

having headache, body aching, felt like vomitting.

tsktsk.

one word.

ARGH!

__

2009-03-02T00:46:00.000+08:00

i wanna tell you tat:

_ ____ _e___ __t_ ___!

Sian

2009-02-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

i'm jux so sian.

y is money is the source of all troubles?

cant ppl jux sit down and thrash things out?

isnt this way the best way to achieve an understanding amongst ppl?

y ppl keep their troubles within themselves?

monetary issues can cause misfortune to happen.

cases of ppl commiting suicide is quite a common sight here. [i think]

ppl going crazy, etc.

sigh.

i rly dunno.

i jux so so sian nw.

sigh.

Moody

2009-02-09T14:52:00.001+08:00

dunno y.

i feel so moody these days.

sigh.

oh well.

i dunno how to explain it.

jux a feeling.

sigh.

Cassie - Is It You

2009-01-18T18:56:00.004+08:00

one day, my dear let me listen to this song - Is It You by Cassie.

personally i luv this song alot.

guys, do listen to it.

wont regret.

Cassie - Is It You

Lyrics:

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep it real and who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking your the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who's heart is right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep it real and who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking your the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Take for granted
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thoughts to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Thanks Dear!

2009-01-15T13:45:00.002+08:00

this blog is to express my thanks to my dear girl.

thanks for the wonderful night and surprise last nite.

i rly love it!

esp the surprise you gav me last nite.

it was such a wonderful surprise.

i dunno wad to sae.

hehe.

dear,

i love you. =)

Happy Birthday

2009-01-14T11:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

=)

Good Bye 22

2009-01-13T23:27:00.001+08:00

in abt 1/2 an hour or so,

i'm going to bid good bye to 22 liao.

sigh.

hate the feeling of being old.

sigh.

will i hav a happy birthday later tml?

*ponders*

One Word

2009-01-08T00:51:00.001+08:00

One word to describe my feelings right now.

which is....

HAPPY!

dear ily! =D

1st Blog For 2009

2009-01-01T12:13:00.002+08:00

yo guys!

i wanna wish u guys...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

may this year will be a happy one!

p.s ily dear! =)

Merry Xmas

2008-12-25T12:18:00.001+08:00

Merry Xmas everyone!

hav a fun filled day with your loved ones todae!

=)

Nose Falling Off

2008-12-16T22:35:00.001+08:00

*sniff sniff*

*cant breathe*

*>.<*

Happy 1st Anniversary!

2008-12-12T00:42:00.002+08:00

dear,

i wanna wish you happy first anniversary! =)

there are things that i wanna tell u...

but i prefer to tell u in person.

i wanna grow old with you, walk down this road together and ever.

i love you my dear. =)

dearie =)

Shivering With Excitement

2008-12-11T22:51:00.001+08:00

barely less than 1hr and 15min

till....

MY 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

=)

OMG

2008-12-11T11:34:00.001+08:00

omg. 1 day left!

*frantic*

*but very happy!*

Anxious

2008-12-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

omg, time rly flies. nw i left 4days to my D-day. >.<

things not done...

argh!

Irritated

2008-12-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

recently, there hav been alot of ppl calling my hp looking for a lady called lillian yeo.

firstly, i asked, "u called the right number?"

the person replied, "9738xxxx"

i said, "u got the right number, but i'm using the number rite nw. and there are no such person anymore."

the person hung up straight.

this continues for quite a number of ppl.

nx thing,

there are ppl calling my hp asking if this is the ngee ann poly admin office.

i was like WTF?

apparently ppl called my hp number.

argh. 6 and 9 can be mixed up. wtf.

and ppl wun sae sry and say bye bye when hangin up the phone.

wad manners.

tsktsk.

argh, wat the hell.

spoil my day onli. sigh.

=.=

2008-11-30T11:23:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder,

when someone agreed to go out with u,

i alw get a feeling that i'll be 'pang seh'ed,

this feeling is alw be there whenever i go out with...

i'll go ALL OUT to help whenever someone is in trouble or met up with trouble,

y cant someone do the same for me?

sigh.

seriously....

i rly dunno wad to sae.

sigh.

nvm,

i noe tat there is someone tat i can rely on,

who is my Dear!

and several others...

=)

at least i noe tat i usually wun be pang seh by...

oh well...

life is this way...

argh...

nvm...

12 more days!

u mux be wondering y am i counting down for?

stay tuned and find out den =)

Random AGAIN

2008-11-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

19 days more!

tired. >.<

Random

2008-11-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

22 more days!

Poem... Some sort.. =)

2008-11-14T22:05:00.005+08:00

this "poem" is made by my student, Kai Li.

enjoy.

Smile, a day.
Laugh, a day.
That will cheers up,
A person,
A life.

Frown, a day.
Sigh, a day.
That will brings down,
A person,
A life.

Love is complicated,
Give in a bit,
Step back a bit.
Everything will be better,
Bringing you to a brighter phase.

Couples bickering,
Are simply homecooked rice.
The bickerings,
The quarells,
Will bring them closer.

A positive person,
A optimistic life.
A negative person,
A pessimistic life.
It is just so simple.

Your choice will be,
Much more expected from me.
I believe you can.
Love can be simple when,
You don’t make it complicated.

© Copyright 2008
All Rights Reserved

thx alot. hope i can feel better nw. =)

11th Monthsary

2008-11-13T00:53:00.002+08:00

hmmm...

i guess there is one thing to sae.

time rly flies.

in a v short time, i am attached with my dear girl for 11months alr! hahas.

to u guys it may seem short.

sayin tat y shld i make a big "hu ah" abt it.

to me, it meant sth. sth tat only i will noe. hahas.

in any case, i jux wanna sae happy 11th month to you dear! =)

hope u like the pressie tat i got for u.

hahas. i cant wait for nx month to come! =)

it will be our 1st year anniversary! wahahas.

dear, ily! =)

Random-ness

2008-11-11T21:38:00.001+08:00

jus wanna tell dear tat,

"I swear it's true, because a girl like you is impossible to find, you're impossible to find."

ily dear! =)

Tired >.<

2008-11-06T23:18:00.003+08:00

so tired these days. sigh. anyway my dear found a song sometime ago and i decided to put the lyrics out and the song for u guys to enjoy.

enjoy.

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

Lyrics:

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Love

2008-11-01T01:02:00.002+08:00

one of my students, Kai Li, tat i faciliated during my work in different schools told me this:

Love is patient and kind;

love is not jealous or boastful;

it is not arrogant or rude.

Love does not insist on its own way;

it is not irritable or resentful;

it does not rejoice at wrong,

but rejoices in the right.

Love bears all things;

believes all things;

hopes all things;

endures all things.

dear, i love you. =)

Irritated

2008-10-24T19:49:00.002+08:00

it is so irritating at times when someone doesnt listen to what i said.

they nv ever listen.

i wanna explain but they start to scold me and then hung up on me.

is like wat the hell, i'm gg to work, jux tat i agreed upon the date liao, which is sunday.

but suddenly, the date is changed to monday. seriously i wanted to rest or go out on monday.

cant i?

i got work on tues. i need to wake up early n reach dunman high @ 745am. sigh.

seriously i dunno wad to do le.

ppl jux dun listen.

mayb i dun hav any say after all.

i nv had any from the start.

never after all.

sigh.

Lousy Health @ This Last Quarter Of The Year

2008-10-20T01:14:00.003+08:00

dunno y my current health for the last quarter is kinda suck. first it was my HBP, nx i get breathless easily. nx is tat every morning i feel coughy and there is greenish phlegm(pardon my er xin ness) in my throat. sigh. i've been exercising regularly everyday. well almost. i make it a point to swim every other day. with at least 20laps per time. most i went for 30 laps within an hour, with a total of 15mins rest in between. to me, it showed tat i'm improving well. last time i used to swim 2 laps and i will be panting like a mad dog at the end of it. nw, i swim 6laps at a time and i onli pant awhile, before proceeding to my another 6laps. last time i used to swim 12laps in an hour. nw i swim 16laps in 30mins. hehe. i'm glad tat i'm improving. hope my health will get better and let me be healthy agn. i wanna slim down nw! dun wan the fat me le. kinda sian of myself for not doing anything abt it. tsktsk.

well imma go off nw. expecting a call from a very special person. ciao~!

Feel So Lonely @ Home

2008-10-14T17:14:00.002+08:00

sigh.

with the departure of my cousins from msia and china,

the whole place becomes starkingly quiet. =.=

sigh.

miss them so much. >.<

miss their laughter that filled my home.

miss all of them.

pls come back soon. =(

Happy 10th Monthsary!

2008-10-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

dear,

i wanna pop by to wish u a happy 10th month! hehe. i wanna thank u agn for yr meal @ hot pot culture. hahas. we rly ate till we drop. so fun and exciting. hope u do like the prezzies tat i got for u. hehe. =) 2 more months till we 1 year alr. cant wait! =) certain things i feel tat it is better left it short. thus my entry to you is so short. coz i told u most of the things alr. =)

dear,

i love you. =D

Happy Birthday Ah Ma!

2008-10-07T19:28:00.002+08:00

this entry is dedicated to my all time fav ah ma de! hehe. jux wanna wish u a happy birthday. and i hope tat u can live to a ripe old age so tat i can take good care of u when i'm working le. i wanna provide u a even better life tat u are having rite nw.

ah ma, i love you. =)

happy birthday to you. =)

Sigh

2008-10-01T10:45:00.002+08:00

sigh. yst i wanted to donate my blood. for a good cause. but, when i got my blood pressure taken tat time, the doc told me tat my blood pressure is abit way too high. sigh. den she dun wanna let me donate blood. the reading is 150/106. sigh. normal ppl shld hav a reading of 120/80. sigh. so saddening.

i called my dear, told her abt it. she was like concerned abt my condition. asking me to drink more healthly drink like celery juice(yuck!), no gasy drinks. asking me to abstain from unhealthy food tat contain animal fat, etc. i appreciate yr effort dear. i rly do.

i dun wan to not do anything anymore. i wanna take good care of my health. i dun wan when i'm old, i kana stroke, heart atk or other compliccations. sigh. so horrible.

i dun wanna write anymore le. cya guys!

So Tired

2008-09-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

todae i went out with my china cousin to bring her ard singapore. we went to joo chiat rd, ate katong laksa, went to dhoby ghaut, den went to chinatown, aft which went to the central, den walked ard clarke quay den we went home aft tat. so tired. i think i gg to be sick le. feeling so xin ku rite nw. sobsob. shall end here. ciao!

Hot Weather

2008-09-25T15:06:00.003+08:00

cant believe tat i sit down for awhile and i start to sweat alr. argh~! crazy weather! so hot >.<

Outing With Primary School Frens

2008-09-22T22:48:00.002+08:00

yo guys! today i went out with my pri sch frens. they are from my cls - 6F. hahas. its been like 10 years since i last saw them. oh well. anyway, we met at NYDC Wheellock Place @ 7pm. i tht tt i was the first to rch, instead mingfen and qiaolin rch alr. hahas. they were like waving at me when they saw tt i appeared in front of nydc. hahas. so funny.

aft which, we started to gossip ard abt our pri sch frens. so fun! hahas. den jiayi came le. hahas. more chit chatting and adeline came. wow. she became prettier le. hahas. but all of the girls tat came became more matured and pretty le. *wolves howling* hahas. aft tat, yi heng came. and we all started to chat amongst ourselves. gossipin here and there. the whole place is being filled with our laughters and noise. hahas. lastly, cheryl came le. and we started eating le. hahas.

aft tat, we started to take photos amongst ourselves. hehe. wat fun we had. taking snap shots of each other. hahas. i will put them up when i get it from them. hehe. aft which, we left for hm le. hahas. with our cramped faces from smiling. hehe. we promised each other that we will turn up for the KTV session next week. *cant wait!*

well, off to do my stuff. wait for the photos yar! =)

Thoughts

2008-09-20T23:00:00.004+08:00

hi guys,

i noe tat u guys hav been concerned with me, asking me whether i'm alright. thanks for all of your concern. i appreciate it. i'm currently recovering. but i'm not going to say anything tat led me to write the earlier post. i dun wanna relive those things agn. sorry guys.

todae i was talking to my fren, she told me tat she and her bf mayb breaking up soon. i was kinda shocked. to me, they are loving together. she showed me wad they did etc. wad she did for him and wad he did for her. and she even told me tat her bf brought her to sentosa resort for a romantic 2 day 1 nite stay. i was like, "wow!" den. but todae i was shocked to hear tat. den she started to tell me tat the guy loves himself more than he loves her. i was like wat the hell. y are things becomin like this. she told me tat he does not even bother abt her feelings anymore. doesnt show care and concern for her. in terms of meeting, he alw ask her to come to him on her own. not he himself coming down to find her. wad is this, man? how can this bloody idiot do this to the girl? its not once, twice or 3 times. its like everytime u noe. tat guy isnt being nice to his gf. he even ask his gf to take a cab down to find him and he will pay for the cab fare. the reason he gav is tat he is lazy. argh! when i heard abt this, i felt angry and sad. sad tat my fren is being treated this way, she definitely deserve someone better. angry tat this guy is a shame to all guys. sigh. she is being a nice gf to him alr. giving in to him, by coming down to find him. he doesnt appreciate. and take her for granted. tsktsk. he even hang up the phone on her aft she ask him "y like this, y din wanna fetch her". felt like slapping tat guy. *slaps* aft which, she called him. told him tat she dun wanna be together with him. u noe wats tat guy's reply? he said,'ok lets jus break cos i've been wanting to do it for so many times.' zzzz. tat guy no feng du. treats his gf like shit lidat. haish.

*end of story*

aft chattin with her, or apparently she din reply me aft tat.

i was like thinking, is relationship so weak?

break means break?

is there no chance of making up, aft u hav so many unforgettable memories with yr other partner?

izzit true tat guys will lose their feelings and enthuasium aft awhile?

but for me, i noe tat my feelings will not falter. will still go on stronger and stronger. i wan my relationship to be stronger than ever and i still wanna create many memories with my dear.

dear, ily! =)

Tired

2008-09-18T21:01:00.011+08:00

so tired...

i'm so so tired from all those rantings le...

nothing is going my way or at least something good...

nothing can make me smile for now...

problems keep arising, one after another...

time to do something, thou i thought tat i've been doing something all these while...

i want things to be normal again...

*ponders*

*cries*

sigh...

Windy Day

2008-09-18T21:01:00.002+08:00

Brrrrrr.... so cold. its a windy day today. >.<

End Of Hols

2008-09-15T19:16:00.002+08:00

as the title states, it marks the end of my hols for this year already. sigh. 3 months passes so quickly.

good bye hols, i'll miss you.

back to study. argh!

Random Thoughts

2008-09-15T19:15:00.001+08:00

i wanna grow old with you.....

Happy 9th Monthsary!

2008-09-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

wow. time passes rly quickly. it is the 9th month of me and my dear tgt alr. hahas.

i jux wanna wish dear to hav a great 9th month anniversary with me later! hehe.

a few days ago, my gd brother, binchuan and his gf, meizhen, celebrated their 1st year tgt. i oso wanna wish them all the best and be happy always!

i wish tat me and my dear to be happy always! hehe. i wanna celebrate many anniversaries with her. hehe.

i love you my dear. =) happy 9th month! hehe.

Feeling A Sudden Sian-ness

2008-09-11T14:24:00.002+08:00

sigh. i dunno y, suddenly i got this sort of feeling. probably is because tat hols is coming to an end soon. i dunno whether i can cope with the new modules tat i'm going to take this year. heard tat it is super heavy. the thought of it sends a shiver down my spine. i hope i can get my mood back into studyin asap.

i noe tat u guys from NTU, SMU and NUS will say me tat u guys started school much earlier than us. but tell ya sth, i ended one month later than u all. so dun complain. >.<

thoughts: sucky feeling. sigh. gonna miss the hols. cya nx year hols!

The Update You Guys Are Waiting For - 10th August 2008 - Dear's Birthday Celebration

2008-09-02T21:28:00.010+08:00

elo guys,

this is the update that u are waiting for. hahas. think u guys mux be thinkin, finally i hav updated on this event alr. so enjoy~

on tt day, eversince i woke up, i've been feeling nervous all the way thru. so scary. i was afraid tt everything tt i've planned for the past month will go to waste. i din wan tt to happen. i kept on prayin tt it will be a fair weather all the way thru for tt day itself.

i was supposed to meet dear @ ard 5pm @ her hse on tt day. but i've dcd to pop by early to get rdy my stuff for the surprise later @ nite. binchuan came over to help me transport my stuff to her hse. on the road, i was gettin more and more nervous as i'm approaching her hse. along the way, i msg dear tt i'm rchin her hse sn and oso i'm msgin her sis, jovin, to update me abt wat is my dear doin. apparently when i told dear tt i'm rchin her hse sn, she was shocked and she rushed to the toilet to bathe. i rched her hse @ ard 430pm, i carried the stuff up to her hse, calling jovin jie to open the door for me. i kept my surprise underneath her parents' bed, tryin to cover up, preventin her from seeing it. then i proceeded to dear's rm, puttin the present and the flowers i got for her on jie's bed. den dear got out from the showers, she was like a lil surprised to see my present on the bed. the present tat i got for her is a bebe dress. here it is, the pics upon her seeing the present.

dear w the flowers

w my present
lookin @ the dress
her mom showin her the dress
tryin it on
her parents got her sookee jewellery present - brilliant rose

posing w the pendant
dear(w the dress on) w me

aft which, we left hse at ard 6pm. we took a cab down to the Singapore Flyer. i've alw wanted to take the singapore flyer w her de. jux tt i'm waiting for the right day to take it with her. here are the pics i took with her on the singapore flyer.

on the singapore flyer

lookin down from our cabin
dear n me @ the highest pt
sunset - beautiful rite? =)
miniature singapore flyer

aft we took the singapore flyer, it ended @ ard 8pm. we proceeded down to Dolce Vita @ Mandarin Oriental Hotel for our dinner. this restaurant is an italian based restaurant. so the food has an exquiste taste of herbs. hahas. but nvm, overall we enjoyed the ambience and some of the food. hahas. we got a shock @ the end of our dinner whereby 2 waiters brought a cake to wish dear happy birthday. i was not informed of this so i din rly planned it. i myself was rly shocked. hahas. u noe, we took an amazing 3hrs to finish our 5 course meal! hahas. amazing rite? here are the pics... enjoy~

dear lookin at the menu
dear smilin at the camera
dear w wine glass

dear w the cake
me n dear w the cake
blowin the candle
cuttin the cake

aft dinner, we went to keppel bay island. actually wanted to drink w her de. but then, both of us are super bloated. so we both went to enjoy the scenary and waited for my 2nd surprise for her to appear(i din tell her tt i'm gg to surprise her). at the stroke of midnite, meishan, meizhen and binchuan appeared @ one corner, w the birthday cake tt i got for her in their hands, went towards us. singin birthday song to her. hahas. oh boy, dear was rly shocked, she asked me if tt person is meishan not. and i told her yes. hahas. she was rly grinnin from ear to ear. hahas. tats surprise number two. here are the pics, enjoy~

dear w yatch @ the back

dear n me w 2nd bdae cake
meishan, dear n meizhen

i figured tt dear may think tt the bdae surprise will be ended there. but lil tat she noe tat the 3rd surprise is comin up next. we bidded them good bye and we went back home. rmb tat surprise i left under the bed? tats the nx surprise. i missed call jie upon rchin the void deck of her hse, hopin tt she can get rdy wadeva they need to giv her a grand surprise - the finale! hahas. in the end, the surprise din go as plan as jie and dear's parents were like scurryin ard when they heard tat dear is opening the door. hahas. wad an interesting sight! hehe. after which, we took pics and i left for home @ ard 3am. hahas. everything went according to plan - i was happy. i'm even happier when i got to see tat smile on dear's face. dear, ily! here are the pics, enjoy~

me n dear w the surprise

dear w her family

well, tats the end of the birthday celebration tat i've w her. hahas.

to dear: everything tt i've done for you for yr bdae is all worth it. it is worth all the effort and time tat i've sacrificed. and i will continue to do so. u've already given me the greatest achievement to date: yr smile. it may seem simple. but it is all worth it. i love you, my dear, always. =)

Photos Gotten From Dear

2008-09-01T00:18:00.002+08:00

as the title states, i'll upload them soon enough and will tell u everything tat happened on tat day. =)

dear: ily!

End Of Work @ Sing Investments and Finance

2008-08-30T02:56:00.002+08:00

yst marks the end of a wonderful working experience @ SIF. over there, i learnt alot of new things - different systems used, generating rpts, releasing printers, adding a computer into a domain, mapping network drive, colleague to colleague relations, etc. thou this workin life is kinda slack, but to me, its enriching. hahas. i got to noe all sorts of ppl, 'different shapes and sizes' (in terms of character,personality,attitude,etc.).

i got to know abt a lady colleague which is in her mid 20s going to 30s, is watching porn @ work! LOL. furthermore she ask one of her male colleagues while surfing @ victoria secrets whether this lingerie looks good on her and whether this nightie fits her too. i was like OMG! hav u hav no shame on yrself? u're a lady. fancy u asking this sort of qns to yr temp staff, furthermore the temp staff is a boy. GOD! hahas. see. 'different shapes and sizes'. hahas.

however, my relations with the 3 different branches (AMK,Bedok and Clementi) are v good. they are alw happy to hear my voice. talking to me, crapping with me. all of these are being done thru the phone. clementi and bedok came asking me how old am i. hahas. i asked them to guess. den one said 18, the other said 20. i was like, wow. am i so young? was happy lor. hahas. oh well. i cant do this anymore le. coz i left the company le. no more chattin with them, no more laughing at each other. sigh. searching for this type of working environment is v difficult lo. rarely hav such ideal environment de. hahas.

well, there are a few ppl whose attitude are terrible. they called u, demanding for certain stuff. tsktsk. as if i owe them de lor. cant they ask properly. tsktsk. but oh well. some ppl are lidat. nth much i can do. once i told my 2nd boss that one of the colleague scolded me and said tat she wanna slap me over the phone. he said tat he will help me take revenge by taking away her access to MSN messenger. haha. evil me. hehe.

well, this makes the end of my working journey with SIF. i hope tat i'm able to find such a cool company agn. hehe.

bye SIF for everything and i wanna thank my boss - Teck Chiew, 2nd boss - Weikang, colleagues - Eng Siong and Willy for taking care of me for all these 1+ months. thx alot and take care! cya! =)

Dad's Stall Featured In A Food Blog =D

2008-08-23T01:22:00.002+08:00

as the title states, my dad's stall is featured in one of the famous foodie blogs in Singapore. cool huh? xD review abt my dad's stall is good. so do tell yr frens to try my dad's dishes. xD

Cheryl Chia Food Blog:
http://thebakerwhocooks.blogspot.com/2008/08/east-coast-bbq-seafood.html

help me write any review abt my dad's stall @
http://hungrygowhere.com/singapore/east_coast_bbq_seafood/

New Computer! =D

2008-08-22T01:06:00.003+08:00

elo guys! :D

this tues i went to sim lim square to get a new computer with my dear! was feelin so elated and nervous coz i gonna hav my new computer le. hehe. was glad tat my dear took time off to pei me go down to sim lim square (ily dear! =D), actually she can go home and rest de. but she dun wan me to go sim lim and buy the computer alone. so touched. anyway, i went to Video-Pro to buy the computer. this system tat they made is used for WCG2008 and it is fully tested by WCG Gamers, so the specs is kinda good.

here are the specs:

Intel Core 2 Quad Processor Q9550 (2.83GHz / 1333MHz FSB / 12M Cache)
MSI P45Neo2-FR Board (X-Fire Ready)
Xpert Vision GF9600-GT 512MB DDR-3 PCIE-x16 VGA Card
Aeneon X-Tune 2GB DDR2-1066 CL5 RAM
Samsung 20x SATA DVD Writer
Seagate 250GB SATA-2 Hard Disk
Cooler Master Centurion 534 Casing with SIde Window & 2 Cooling Fan
Cooler Master 460W Extreme Power Supply
Microsoft Keyboard and Mouse
Original Windows Vista Home Premium SP1
Samsung T220 22" LCD Monitor 2ms/DVI

all of these originally cost $2188 but then i got it for $1688 only! its a promotion they hav! hahas. see tat 22" screen i so shuang sia. hahas. below are some photos of my new computer. =D

my computer!

another shot!
big screen! :D

the photos for the bdae celebration will be later. coz still haven get the photos from my dear yet. pls bear with it. >.<

8th Monthsary

2008-08-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

dear,

its our 8th month tgt le. we hav gone thru alot of things tgt. i jux wanna tell u tat u are worth every effort tat i hav done so far or going to do in the future. i'm very happy to see u smile when i celebrated with u for yr bday on the 10th of august. i've been planning this for a long time alr. to me, yr smile is priceless and the money i spent on u is nth at all, so as long as i can see u smile, i'll be contented alr. dear, let us continue to move on tgt to create our future tgt. ily!

from,
dearie.

guys, i'll post the photos as soon as i got consolidate it. stay tuned yar!

Nervous

2008-08-09T12:41:00.003+08:00

tml is the day when i celebrate my dear's birthday with me.

one thing is on my mind nw, hope tat she will enjoy and hav a wonderful nite with me.

been preparing for the past 1 month alr.

so nervous.

hope everything goes smoothly tml. >.<

happy birthday Singapore!

dear, ily! =p

Mini Update

2008-08-07T19:46:00.002+08:00

elo guys!

its been awhile since i last blog le.

been busy with lotsa stuff -work, preparation, buying stuff, walking to places to see see look look for ideas.

it has been tiring but worthwhile for me. =)

well...

back to doing my stuff alr. cya guys! update yr blog often!

to dear: ily!

Small Update

2008-07-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

hey guys,

i noe tat i din blog lately coz i'm darn tired. got a job from recruit express last thursday. i'm working as a temp IT assistant @ Sing Investments & Finance. i jux need to siong for the morning part and i'll be slacking for the rest of the day. this is the current arrangement. working time starts from 830am to 615pm. hahas. weird rite? 15mins come out of nowhere. lol lor.

i've been very tired lately, busy planning my dear's birthday celebration, doing her prezzie etc. been slping late coz i'm thinking how to go abt doing it, how the day will go and how the day will end. its mentally shagging but it is all worth the effort for doing it. =)

thoughts: all i want now is a smile on her pretty face~ ily dear!

Happy Birthday Xiao Mei!

2008-07-14T13:12:00.003+08:00

this blog entry is dedicated to my xiao mei-laysee. hahas. happy 22nd birthday sis! hehe. we hav known each other for like 5 years alr. wow. tats darn long sia. hahas. i rmb how we noe each other. hahas. oh well. those are the fond memories tat i wud alw treasure. hahas.

jux wanna wish u happy birthday agn and enjoy yr day thoroughly yar! =)

7th Monthsary

2008-07-12T00:38:00.001+08:00

to dear:

wow. we hav been together for like 7th months alr. time rly flies, isnt it? hahas. i noe tat both of us been thru ups and downs together. i noe tat both of us can do it, craving out our future tgt de. hehe. dear, i noe tat u'll be working on monday le. jiayou wor! hehe. ily dear!

happy 7th month to u agn. =p

Sorry Guys

2008-07-01T21:31:00.001+08:00

hey guys, i noe tat i haven been updating my blog lately. there are so many things happening. but in any case. i'll update u guys wad happened during june de. stay tuned yar. =)

to ter: hope u are having fun over @ toronto. jiayou yar~

to super 5: when's is our next outing?

6th Monthsary

2008-06-12T11:25:00.003+08:00

todae is my 6th month with my dear lil girl le!

wee~ i jux wanna wish dear a happy 6th month!

ppl asked y i make it a pt to celebrate and giv pressies every month.

to me, every month for us is a tiny step tgt in our lives, tats y i wanna celebrate every month tgt. hahas.

for now, i wanna wish tat both of us will alw be happy tgt like we do nw. =)

to dear: happy 6th month! ily 4eva! *hugs*

p.s i try to post any pics if i managed to take any later for my celebration. =)

Pulau Ubin Trip On 6th June

2008-06-08T22:48:00.004+08:00

the day started out badly, it rained heavily when we wanted to go to pulau ubin. tsktsk. we stayed at the hut at changi beach first to wait for the rain to stop. the rain stop @ ard 3pm. den we left for ubin le. its been 7 years since i last went to ubin le. hahas. i wonder how things hav changed over there. hahas.

aft we rch ubin, we went to rent bikes @ one of the kiosk. den we went to cycle to chek jawa. the road there is rocky and there is lots of incline and decline. cycle until shagged sia. we went to jewawi tower and checked out chek jawa. on the way back, the slope is very steep and dear fell down along the way. thank god she fell on soft mud. i heart ache sia. sigh. @ 6pm, we returned the bikes and we went for a walk in ubin - went to pray Tua Pek Gong, and stroll ard. found ourselves covered with mosquito bites. tsktsk. den we went back to singapore for dinner.

had dinner @ changi pt, den we went to downtown east to watch a movie - Sex and The City. overall the show is not too bad. at the end of the show, it is like 3+am alr. all of us are too shagged alr.

overall i had fun, enjoyed throughly with my dear and frens. hahas. i enjoyed this time and i wished tat this will happen agn. cant wait for the nx trip tgt agn. =)

to dear: i hope u had fun tat day. i wish tat we can do this some other time. =) ily!

Me n Dear @ Ubin

Dear!
Dear on bike
Dear n mz advertising a signboard
A evening sky @ ubin

Malaysia Trip : 2nd June

2008-06-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

2nd June: Homebound!

woke up @ ard 9plus, den washed up and had breakfast. left for singapore at ard 12pm. i felt sadden and happy at tt pt of time. slpt thru out the trip agn. rch home @ 4pm. after which, left @ 5plus to meet my dear girl.

well this is the end of my msian trip updates. and i left one more update to go. which is the trip to pulau ubin with my dear, binchuan n mz. stay tune ba. =)

Malaysia Trip : 1st June

2008-06-08T21:17:00.005+08:00

1st June: Wedding Day!

as the subtitle had said, its the wedding day! we went to my 2nd uncle's hse early because of the tea ceremony. after the tea ceremony, as the same generation as of the newly weds, we need to giv them the blessing. we are like laughing and smiling all the way through coz we dunno wat to sae. in return to our blessings, the newly weds gav us a ang pow. interesting rite? i din noe sia. hahas. the whole thing ended @ noon and we left for our ah ma's hse after tat to wash up and get rdy.

the wedding dinner starts @ 7pm and we hav tons of time to spend. my mom asked my cousin, chee thiam to bring us ard. he brought us to the river @ Bagan Datoh. it is the 1st time in my 22 years of my life to be there. over there, we took boat rides and after tat chee thiam brought us to eat roti canai after tat. something interesting happened to my sis. hehe. well i dun wanna sae much. ts for me to noe for u to find out ba.

@ ard 6+pm, my dad brought us to the restaurant so tat we can mingle with our cousins early. hahas. we took photos on the stage and so on. once the dinner starts, there are karaoke singing and some of my cousins went up to sing. they are "UP" sia. hahas. admire them. well i couldnt sing coz i yam seng too loudly le. no voice for the nx few days. tsktsk.

well, all good things mux come to an end, we ended @ 10pm. stayed behind to take photos and bidding farewell to all my cousins as i'm leaving for KL already. sigh. a lil bu se de. there are so much things to do tgt but we cant le. oso, lizhen cried when we abt to leave. awww. dun cry lizhen. makes me teary too. sobsob. all of them wans us to go back on the 21st for ah ma birthday. but i noe the chances of going back is almost 0. sigh. we rched KL at ard 1-2am. we bathe and we went to bed alr.

feelings: sad [leaving msia], happy [able to see dear soon], tired [not enough rest], irritated [no voice].

Binchuan n Me

Group Photo
Me, Hooi Ching n Binchuan
Me, Hooi Hoon n Binchuan
My Family
Me n Winne
Chee Boon, Me, Chee Thiam n Binchuan
Owwww. Kana poked by a 'V' sign.
Hooi Hoon, Qiang, Chee Thiam n Me

Malaysia Trip : 31st May

2008-06-08T19:11:00.008+08:00

31st May:

i woke up at 8plus, being awakened by the shoutings outside and snoring by binchuan. tsktsk. onli slp for 5hrs. hahas. i had roti canai (roti prata) for breakfast. so nice. hahas. den, we went to An Soon to do some shopping. we went to wet market 1st, feelin thirsty - binchuan and i went to buy some drinks and oso shun bian to explore the wet market. guess wat i saw? i saw sth so horrible. i was like holy crap! wat is tat? i saw a cow's head on the butcher table - with his skull, some skin, eye balls, brain intact. its tongue @ one corner, chopped body on the table, its legs in a bag. it sounded like some criminal case consisting of some multilated body part lidat. so disgusting. binchuan and i stared at the butcher chopping up the stuff, de-skinning the cow. omg. so er xin. after that, we went to temple and pray. den proceeded home after praying.

@ nite, we had a pre-wedding dinner. dunno wat's tat for but wat the heck we went for it anyway. hahas. met up with most of my relatives, as usual, our table is the noisiest of the lot, probably because of me being there ba. hehe. we catch up with our cousins and binchuan can fit himself within my family. he is aint bad sia. hahas. @ 12am we left for home. on our way back the sky is so clear, i can see lots of constellations up there. so nice. =)

feelings: a lil low - coz i miss my dear, how i wish i can hav her rite beside me rite nw. but i noe i cant. sigh.

Chatting amongst ourselves

Malaysia Trip : 30th May

2008-06-08T19:07:00.007+08:00

30th May:

Left KL to go to my ah ma's hse. the whole trip lasted for 3hrs. was slping most of the time. hahas. we all are so tired. as we abt to rch my ah ma's hse, i looked at the places tat my dad drove past, it brought back many memories tat i had - playing catching with my cousins, talking, watching the stars, so on. so nostalgic. =)

after we rch my ah ma's hse, i brought binchuan ard, checking out the changes made to the hse and oso explaining wat are the workers doing. after which, i went to ride my uncle's bike, its been awhile since i last rode a bike alr. quite fun sia. hahas. one funny thing happened, binchuan's harvianas slippers broke. LOL! a SGD49.90 slippers spoilt! funny sia. @ ard 530pm, we went to hav a very early dinner. hahas. actually i was quite hungry at tat pt of time alr. hahas. we had a sumptuous meal before proceeding to my 2nd uncle's hse. my 2nd uncle jux moved his house, i got one word for it - BIG! seriously, it was so big sia. and he bought it so cheap - RM120K. it is comparable to some big bungalow in singapore lo. hahas. we stayed till like 12am b4 leaving for home. on our way home, we stopped half way to buy burger to eat, we took photos and a video of it. so funny. however, the burger taste like it got alot of pepper as though as it is free lidat.

as usual, i had my chat with my dear. feelin so happy to be able to hear her voice. hahas. aft tat, i went to bed at ard 3plus am.

feelings: happy, yearning for dear n wishing so dearly to hav her by my side under the starry nite. (=^-^=)

1st Day @ ah ma's hse

A Funny Video We Recorded While Buying Burger

thoughts and feelings <3

Argh the stress!

Sad Story

我们一起努力好吗？

Time travelling

I need a break

argh

Sigh

Argh

Sian

Woot!

Testing

=(

=(

FINALLY!

Nervous

Hmmm

Sigh

Sometimes

Updates

Taylor Swift - Love Story

Its Freaking Over!

Somewhere Out There

Happy Birthday

Seriously Shagged

Irritated

Sometimes

Sociology Down, 4 More To Go

D-Day Starts Today

D-Day

Exhausted

Shaggalongtong

Sick

Susan Boyle on Britians Got Talent

Home Alone

16th Monthsary

Home Alone

Home Alone

Home Alone

Home Alone

Lonely

Home Alone

Not Feeling Well

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Sian

Moody

Cassie - Is It You

Thanks Dear!

Happy Birthday

Good Bye 22

One Word

1st Blog For 2009

Merry Xmas

Nose Falling Off

Happy 1st Anniversary!

*Shivering With Excitement*

OMG

Anxious

Irritated

=.=

Random AGAIN

Random

Poem... Some sort.. =)

11th Monthsary

Random-ness

Tired >.<

Love

Irritated

Lousy Health @ This Last Quarter Of The Year

Feel So Lonely @ Home

Happy 10th Monthsary!

Happy Birthday Ah Ma!

Sigh

So Tired

Hot Weather

Outing With Primary School Frens

Thoughts

Tired

Windy Day

End Of Hols

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Shivering With Excitement